Coming Up For Air......

WOW! Busy does not begin to describe what we have been lately! Let me just say "Family Sucks Ass!" Drama, crisis, Bullshit & me stuck in the middle trying to play mediator & referee. yeah right! I will be back to vent about all that later I just wanted to pop in & let you know that we are still here! & I haven't forgot that I still have to fill in the anniversary details & oh so much more. So now that I can Breathe for a minute I will get my head right & get back into the swing of things again.

So Until Next Time....................."Keep It Real!!"

The One & Only,

STILL HERE..........

Hey Peeps,
I am still here!! we have had a house guest since a few days after New Year's....(a life long friend from out of town). Before the weekend Daddy & I will have the house to ourselves once again. & after that I will be back to fill you in on all of the "JUICY" anniversary details.

just wanted to stop in & give you the update, but i will be back soon.....

So until next time....................."Keep It Real!!"

The One & Only,

I'll Be Posting SOON!

HAPPY NEW YEAR.......!!!!

Happy New Year To Everyone!!!

May you all be blessed with Love, Peace, Joy, & Happiness!!!

& "Happy Anniversary Daddy.....I Love You!"

(Today is the anniversary of the day that changed my life forever, the day that Daddy & I first met! So in keeping true to being ourselves.....the party starts in just a few hours, I'll be back with updates & details in a couple of days!)

So Until then........"Keep It Real!"

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

Peace Of Mind..............

WOW,

It's been a while for sure!!! So let's play a bit of catch up........


About two days after our anniversary we left for Puerto Rico, Daddy surprised me with the tickets. My Great aunt still lives there & out of all of the aunt's and uncles ..."She's it!" she is my father's aunt & she out lived him. Time with her is precious & she got a chance to see our new addition to the family, NONE of us wanted to leave when we got there so....shit...we didn't! she is so active & full of life for her age, you would not know how old this woman is once you watch her operate. It was a BLAST!!! Daddy told me "No Internet Period!" and as hard as I tried as you can tell there was none. Thanks by the way to all of you that hung in there & waited for me even though I disappeared without so much as a word . It's nice to know who means what they say.




Anyway, everything was awesome, Daddy & I found some ......hmmm...lets say "creative" ways & places to get lost in one another, we more than needed to that's for sure. The kids had the best time, & Daddy & I got a chance to get more in depth with them, and that was the best experience of all. Pushing 16, the oldest is so grown up, a respectful, responsible young adult. Smart as hell & just on a path that Daddy & I are so proud of. (plans to move to New York after school to pursue career) And the now "used to be youngest" who will be 15 next summer is on a totally different path but still a great one, (the whole music scene, but damn good at it & I'm not just saying that cause I'm MOM). They are both straight ""A"" students, so thus far I think we have done alright. & the munchkin? a little blessing, 131/2 months old & has been walking since 10 months & talking since forever, has now mastered both & then some. So thus far .....Life Update Complete!




Daddy & I had the chance to share a real cool experience since our return, ever since the first time I saw Bram Stoker's Dracula I have always been intrigued with the drink Absinthe, but up until recently it had been illegal in the U.S. so Daddy went & Bought me (us) a bottle. I almost shit my pants when I found out it was about $90.00 for the freakin bottle, but okay. It's a 138 proof, & Dammmmmm it's not shy about reminding you of that. To prepare it you have to have cold water , sugar cubes , & an "Absinthe Spoon" or a spoon with holes. you poor the absinthe into the glass about a lil less than half, it's still emerald green at this point you sit the spoon on top of the glass put the sugar cube on it, poor the water over it & it turns opalescent, (so fuckin cool!!!) then drink up! needless to say they have reduced the toxicity of absinthe since the good old days when it used to drive folks bat shit crazy but none the less, me being a connoisseur of "Da Drank" I must say...."That shit had me on the floor!!" literally. Woooooh.... that was one fun time. So after all of that....I offer you a few pics of the hair of the pit bull that bit my ass.......




















Man.....That Green Fairy Is A Mean Bitch!!! But i Love Her Lil Green Ass!!!



Well people, that's about it for now, as we all know the holidays are creeping upon us fairly quickly, so I'll be pretty busy til Christmas. Master & I want to wish everyone "Happy Holidays" & we hope everyone is blessed with joy & happiness as we are fortunate to be.



So Until Next Time.............

"Keep It Real"...........

The One & Only

(Overjoyed & Loving Life),

Slave Neaya

"& Remember......."Don't sweat the Small Shit!......if it mattered that much it wouldn't BE Small Shit!!"

Where Has The Time Gone?...

Hello All,
We just got back on Saturday, I can not believe it's been 6+ months. But "Damn It Feels Good To Be Home!!!" I will be back in a few days or so to do my catching up post but for now I am off to get things organized around here. As always Daddy & I are better than ever, the babies are super & the baby is a treasure, (walking , talking & getting into everything) See ya later.
Until Next Time.....................Keep It Real,
The One & Only,
Slave Neaya

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

Today is our ANNIVERSARY!! & by now you should know it's never a one day affair! so I will be back after all of the celebrating is over & tomorrow is Mother's Day so since I won't be around HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all of my fellow mothers out there! I Hope you all enjoy yourselves!

Until Next Time............"Keep It Real!"

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

I Think He Saw My Putty Tat........("He Did"..."He Did")

Well to say it's been a while, would be a flat out lie! (it's been way longer than that) So how about I just open with ......

"Hello Folks!"


Now where do I begin? ... well, things here have been just great as usual, & I find myself actually loving life a little more these days. So let's cover the bases shall we?...On the family front everything is awesome, spring has sprung & so have the kids I swear it's like they were hibernating for the winter or some shit, oh but they are in gear now! The baby is WONDERFUL (& pretty advanced according to the Docs)...the sleepless nights are over & there's nothing but smooth sailing ahead. Daddy is just as mind blowing as ever, & things are really settled running like a well oiled machine. It has taken us this long but we have finally gotten everything in it's place & 95% unpacked here in the new house, I wasn't too sure about this place in the beginning but it's really grown on me. There was nothing really wrong with the house itself...I just had to adjust I guess, yeah but this slave (ut-hum.."Queen") is right at home now! Ya bet cha sweet ass I am. Plans for the future?...well since the kids have outgrown us & think they are too grown to do the old fashioned "family vacation" thing Daddy & I are planning for us (He, I, & the little one) to eventually make it to Amsterdam. We haven't had any kind of vacation in years, we took the older babies to Puerto Rico quite a few years back to visit relatives & let them see where "mama" was born. But other than that I don't think we've even been out of the county let alone anywhere that requires a passport.


Recent events on the "Naughty Front?" .........WOW Very Many!!! .... now that I am back in business for "Full Contact Fucking" I have been shown NO MERCY! Daddy & I had some time to make up for during the healing process & baby duty & he collected what He was due with interest! It is too true that you don't know what you're missing til it's gone and until he gave it back I really didn't know how much I missed all of that sweet sweet pain, the ravishing, the taking, the using you know all of that good old toe curling, lip biting, crying, screaming,scratching, shaking, orgasm overload, passing out, space inducing, begging, pleading, bleeding, holding, touching, caressing, good old fashioned, home sweet home southern fried lovin!


It feels so good to be centered & grounded, feet firmly planted again. Case & point.......


Daddy cornered me in the bedroom just as I was attempting to leave & return to the living room where we were just lounging around (while the munchkin was sleep & the big babies were out & about) He ripped my blouse clean off & it was one of my good ones too! Man I miss that top! I mean he shredded the sumbitch, spun me around by the hair forced me over to the edge of the bed, put me over his knee & spanked my ass RAW! There..traveling through the air was that sound....I call it "THE LAUGH" that devious, soul scraping, "Oh LAWD the devil done came callin" & I'm too scared to look... laugh. I knew I was in for it BIG TIME. & I soon realized that Master had this planed for a while because there were all sorts of various instruments designed for his fear inspiring, wet pantie provoking, delicious torture/pleasure "property use" ready & waiting in his night stand, & for most of them that's not where they are normally kept!


After a lot of tensing up & being told to RELAX, followed by tons of flinching coupled with a firm & serious hand on my neck from behind growing slightly tighter by the second as these words of love were whispered into my ear:..... "Move Again Bitch...I Dare You! It seems you are a bit out of sorts, you need to be reminded of your place so hear me when I tell you that none of what I'm about to do is for you to enjoy..I give a fuck how you feel about it, you're going to be reminded that you are owned & tonight bitch you will barely begin to envision the depths of what that means, you will not like this I promise you, but you will accept it & every part of you will submit to me, your complete surrender will be given or forced but in either case IT WILL BE!... am I understood slave?" & with thankful tears welling up in my eyes, grateful anticipation building up, the butterflies in my stomach completely manic at that moment, I looked him in his eyes & responded with "yes daddy"...."Good Girl... Now hands on the wall" he said as he finished removing all other 'obstacles' of clothing. He kissed me told me he loved me then came the first swing....then another & another then a quick change of torture devices then another & so on. Then he 'Took' me,... every part of me!!! And after who knows how long of swing after swing, lash after lash, a few knee buckles & one outright collapse, I was left with some yummy sexy bloody little owies.



"Never have I been so at peace with where I am in every aspect of my life. I've been reshaped, remolded, & refined, Skillfully broken & spiritually rebuilt, properly violated, & masterfully comforted, heartlessly punished, deservedly rewarded, necessarily corrected, appropriately guided, purposely stubborn, painfully reprimanded, shamefully humiliated, positively reassured, intentionally incapacitated, & thoroughly cared for, blissfully obedient, rightfully dominated BUT ALL TIMES LOVED! THANK YOU DADDY I LOVE YOU!"

Well folks that's it for now so..

"Until Next Time.............Keep It Real,"

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

A Voice From The Shadows.........

( for those of you that can't already tell... this is -D- speaking)



Well... the older children went to their friends for the next two days (since yesterday) & with just our little newborn on hand it opened up room for play. & since my spacehead (baby neaya) will most likely be too scatterbrained to properly share I will fill you in on whatever I find myself comfortable sharing at the moment. But before I get there let me fill you in on my thoughts & the details of the past several months.............



Around the end of the pregnancy my neaya's belly was HUGE!! ( but that body was & is still fine as ever!) You would have thought that she had triplets in there, in fact I seriously thought they overlooked a child & there were two in there (it's happened before....not with us but it has happened!) as you should have guessed there was just our one precious blessing, (thank GOD cause I can't handle three babies.........two newborns & my neaya! HELL NAW!!). So as you can imagine play was lil' to none & with our freaky asses the sex wasn't as hardcore as usual, But that's where we were at & we made the best of what we had. & with those big milk filled tits ......."oh we found a lot of ways to have fun!" It's real sexy to make love to my pregnant wife/slave & her horniness knew no bounds! shit, I'm a freak & anything that pushes boundaries turns me the fuck on... y'all have no idea how far this shit goes! & it's an even deeper experience when you love & are in love with the one you own as I am with my baby neaya, & if you read back on her older posts I think she more than touched on that.


So anyway we did what we could while she was pregnant, Then out of no where the labor pains start! No....for real I made this Bitch walk around the yard for like two days rubbing every pressure point in intervals. The baby was due just taking forever to make the grand entrance & I couldn't wait no longer. My baby's pelvis is too small so she always has to have c-sections, so we got through the whole hospital thing,which I fuckin hate hospitals....but the plus side was being right there during the surgery & her stay while she recovered. For those of you that have been through a c-section you learn one thing............just how much the smell of burnt flesh FUCKING STINKS!!!!! afterwards I kept telling people if I wanted to reminisce all I had to do was burn some hair (yeah I have a weird sense of humor but that's close to what it smells like.) So to continue c-sections have a hell-of-a recovery time. & believe it or not as soon as her scar was done healing a small section of the shit RE-OPENED! Couldn't have been my fault could it? If anything I'll blame her for spreading her legs & begging me.........Shit I'm trying to be responsible...........ya know give me a chance to work on this thing they call "self control!" as I'm always trying to improve upon myself.



So we get home from the hospital which I hadn't even shaved for like four fuckin days looking like a damn grizzly man! so I go & freshen up ya know got all fresh & clean, and as I step out of the bathroom (conveniently located in our bedroom) going to find something to throw on....... but instead I find neaya's horny ass naked on the bed, legs spread begging me to fuck her.....out the window went "self- control & responsibility" I'll save those qualities for the road, I wouldn't say that I have road rage but some people just be asking for it! But it's cool cause I'll save that anger for later when I can take it out on my neaya, talk about anger management (very therapeutic) & this little pain whore just loves it! In fact when she sees me about to loose it she request that I save it for later, so I can focus all of that energy on her. Okay back to where I was......so of course I was happy to grant her request to be fucked & there was no going back after that! Between her healing & having our schedules full with the baby & everything else there wasn't even time for sleep much less play.



So I patiently waited & when the time came I decided to make her wait a little longer, because I knew that the more it built up the better it would be, & well you read her last post, and as she told you she fucked up a few times so I had to get in that ass! (in more ways than one!) and now with things back on track as well as going down a few new paths the kids are away so it's time to have some real fun!



So as always servitude was there throughout the whole day which is normal around here, & the casual grabbing my bitch by the hair & throwing her over my lap & spankin that fine ass occurred as well which was made even more accessible by that tiny little skirt she had on. I swear she looks even better now than she did before she got pregnant! & of course there was the fun "BREATH TAKING - GAGORIFIC - SLOPPY ASS BLOW JOB!" one of those ..she went to the kitchen to get what I told her to retrieve for me when I mysteriously end up behind her & somehow she ends up turning right in to a backhand, sending her along with whatever she had in her hand crashing to the floor. & with her down on her knees sobbing.........well....."what's a man to do?" you know just your casual, Hot, interactions throughout the day. But I saved the best for last when the baby went down for the night & we could play uninterrupted.....



You know now that I look back on that violent love that we maintained through the day, I believe that I was more effected by holding out than she was!!! In fact I found myself wanting to do things to & with her that my mind could have never conceived in the past, which is only a few cause we pretty much covered all the bases. But that's what I love about this lifestyle.......there's no end! so instead of telling you how that night went like i'm writing some sort of graphic love novel or some shit, I'll just cover the events with a detail or two. But first let me tell you a bit more about my baby....be it punishment or play when I put it upon my baby I never take it easy, easy was in the beginning when we first started this lifestyle all those years ago, & when I send her into space there's only one way to go..."the deeper the better" til her body goes limp & all hints of vocabulary vacate her brain & for us that's one of her ultimate forms of her submission, especially because in that state there is no resistance as if there ever was any! But it's human nature to duck when something comes flying at you if you know what I mean. I love it when she is at my complete mercy. & that's all good on many occasions but tonight I had a different desire for her, I needed to ex out the "rag doll" effect while still allowing her to get the mental benefits of space & with the proper mixture of pleasure & PAIN that goal was achieved. & with her desire to be my dirty little whore & having to wait so long there was NO WAY she was going out! & it seemed like we relived every dirty, nasty, freaky, passionate, sexy thing we had ever done over the years all over again in one night, but with a kinky twist around every corner. So here are just a few things we covered last night.........there was among many fun filled treats.......some bondage, torture of many variates ;) a little blood shed, a couple bruises at her request & my demand ( which my baby is blissfully sporting today), sexy ass abuse quite different from the torture I laid on her, example.....the abuse being me throwing her around possibly stepping on her throat while she was down, & the torture being clamps on her nipples til they go numb & things of that nature. We were both feeling a little nastier than normal so we engaged in some hot ass water sports & not stopping what we were doing to engage in it either. I'm talking about pissing while she's riding me, & me holding her face in the puddle on the floor while I fuck her doggystyle & I'm not saying which door I used either, then I flip her over, picked her up placed her on the counter & ate her pussy like it was my last meal then I used her hair to pull her close to me & we shared a long sloppy romantic "pussy juice piss kiss" "Yeah we nasty! & proud of it!" In short I wore that ass out!



The rest of the night was just as passionate & hot I decided to give her a couple of kisses from El-Diablo just to top things off which sent her over the edge (I have many different instruments that do many different things, some scratch, some sting,some cut, some just hurt like hell, but Diablo ALWAYS does her in! It's the one tool that is universal for Punishment & Pleasure) so after cleaning up the crime scene it's all aftercare & diaper duty for now. So after feeding you with a little detail I'll leave the rest up to your imagination, "BUT NO SCAT......We Don't Play That!" I have no idea what got into me sharing all of these details I'm so far out of my comfort zone, Maybe it's the two pots of coffee I needed to make it through the day, or perhaps it's just what happens when you don't say much very often & finally decide to speak about our love, lust, & life. I really don't give a fuck it's out there now, & however it got there I didn't hit delete so it was meant to be shared.....Hey that's it.... it's just me not giving a fuck. In any case I hope you enjoyed a deeper look into our lives & how we do what we do, cherish it while it last, cause the only way in the future you will get this much detail is if you come back & read this same post!



Well my little baby is up & my big baby is out......duty calls.............I'm Out!

Now That's Keepin It Real.............

"Daddy Loves You Slave"

-D-

"Come To Daddy Baby"...........

Four words never sounded so dammm good! ....let me give you a bit of background first, ........ after about the 7th month of my pregnancy things came to a slow ass crawl of almost non-existent movement as far as our sex life was concerned, I was big as hell & doggy style gets to be a bit played out after a while & most every form of play was out of the question which I understood, but doesn't mean that I didn't want it as bad as a son of a bitch in hell wants a glass of ice water. then it was the whole process of waiting for me to heal after the birth & waiting for the doctor's okay. I can't lie though we were fuckin long before the doctor ever mentioned OK about anything, just couldn't keep our private parts off of each other.

We had settled into a weird twisted way of life after the baby was born. no matter what we are always, always Master & Slave no matter what the situation the scenes & the play are just bonuses, but dammit I needed my ass beat soooooooo bad it had been months now, I had long ago got the all clear from the doctor & still no abuse....WTF? I just wanted to say "pick up something & hit me with it already man! look the toaster has an extension cord rip the bitch off & lay into me PLEASE!!", & so on & so on, but I said nothing, just sat there dropping minor hints & patiently waiting for the day that he would call me into our new play room & say "assume the position bitch!" or say nothing at all & just throw me down by me hair & fuck me up for old times sake. He had already told me that when the time came he would take full advantage of me , yet that time was to be determined by him & him alone.

Then one day quite some time later out of the blue came......"THE AMBUSH".....there I was in our bed room wearing nothing but my g-string standing in front of my side of the walk-in closet attempting to pick out an outfit to where when out of no where & with no warning came El-Diablo cracking down on my back with zero mercy. "WACK".....oh I fuckin buckled like a foil roast pan, my knees went weak I was so shocked I put my hands up in defense & cried "wait!" Wait??? what the fuck was I thinking? oh that just fueled the fire of his hand even more "Wait?" he said "what the fuck do you mean wait?" as he began to swing El-Diablo like an old tennis pro perfecting his backhand. over and over again it came crackling down on me like lightening, until I found myself laying on our bedroom floor, tears & snot rolling down the sides of my face, still sobbing like hell, dazed & confused as hell with him standing over me asking me "you still want me to wait?" he paused for a few then he said....."come to Daddy baby" as I lay there still sobbing, he picked me up & put me on the bed as I am still there topless, & fucked up deliciously from head to toe, I have no idea how many times I actually got hit but it was enough to take my breath away & cause me to loose a bit of time there between start & finish, plus it hurt for about three whole days after so how ever many times it was all I could do while I was lying there was say "Thank you Daddy.........Thank you Daddy" over & over & over until I fell asleep or flat lined or what ever happened cause I remember nothing for quite some time after that.

Silly me... "I thought I would have had it easy when he decided to begin his proper use & destruction of me I mean it had been so long, the longest break we ever took with all of the instruments he has I know he won't start with diablo he will start light & let me work my way back up right?" yeah this last pregnancy has totally fucked my brain off! I know better! anyway, since the re-start of things he has been fucking me up me left & right in one form or another, & the more he realizes that I can take the harder he comes next time, & through that we have grown so much, it's a beautiful thing that after all of this time he is still teaching me about myself, still leading me to new places & I am there right beneath him happy to follow. Settling back in has not been a cake walk though, Daddy has been handing out punishments left & right for my infractions, I've gotten better though, he just refuses to take the little break we've been on as an excuse to fuck up, (Thank You Daddy!) all in all it's been a real learning experience.

We had a re-collaring ceremony because we had been out of the swing of things so long that when we got back into our groove daddy believed it only to be right to renew our vows as Master & slave, with a slight variation, totally new vows, he must have been thinking this through for some time the way those beautiful words shot out of his heart & flew off of his lips, needless to say I was stunned. ( in the most beautiful way of course).

""ON a family Note.....""
Since we have had the new baby we have gotten closer than ever, & things couldn't be better, & with all of the joy & the bigger house, we are gonna do it all again yes that's right you read correctly we are gonna have yet another baby at some point, soon I hope cause I just want to get the pregnant part over with. well our two oldest babies are only 16 months apart & the bond that they have & share is so beautiful that we want to give the new baby a sibling to grow up with, just thought I'd throw that out there.

Well folks that about does it for now, but there will be more to come now that I have gotten back into this whole blogging thing again. There will be more to come as Daddy is in the process of Breaking me once again, Lord knows I need it! I'll be the first to admit that. so until next time.........."Keep It Real!"

The One & Only

Salve Neaya

IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME........

Hello all,
I know, I know....... but before I start answering all of the "where in the hell have you been's" I just wanted to give a brief update before I come back & post later first & foremost the baby is a bit over 4 months old, healthy, more than happy, & simply beautiful. Daddy & I are still "Daddy & I" just better, closer & stronger! the baby has a big part in that. Daddy bought us a bigger house so we ended up moving when the baby was barely 4 days old & I had not even begun to heal. I'll be back later to fill you all in! sorry for leaving you all hanging, but thanks to those who sent well wishes, concern, thoughts, & prayers, & so on! Especially to those who hung in there & waited for me...... "Thank You!" I have sooo much to catch you all up on. love ya all & until next time.............keep it real.

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

Just A Quick Minute.......

Hey there folks,
Just popped in to let everyone know that everything is still going wonderful. The baby is less than a month away from making the grand entrance into the world. I have quite a bit to catch you all up on, but I just haven't had the time to stop & type it all out. But soon I will. Thanks to all of you for your wonderful comments & e-mails with your kind words & well wishes! Just wanted to let you all know that the baby & I are doing better than fine & Daddy & the babies are super. so until next time "Keep it real".................

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

Peek-A-Boo.....A Little Peak For You

Yes this is an ultrasound image of our lil piece of heaven. This image is about a month old. Everything is going great, but for me it seemed like the first 5 or 6 months flew by & now time is on super slow-mo. Probably because as the time for the baby to arrive gets closer I'm getting more and more anxious, & it seems like time just can't fly by fast enough. Things with Daddy & I are better than ever, I swear I have never felt so beautiful He has already taken his time off from working & we have been enjoying the quality time we have been taking advantage of (as if we weren't up each other's asses enough........"Never enough for us") we even managed to slip in some extra mild play.......shit I'm way too big for any other kind but play or no play there is never a shortage of lovin'. Well with that being said you must excuse me cause there is a batch of triple fudge brownies in the kitchen calling my name & I'm about to answer. Besides I need to get some sleep now while the little groggy froggy that lives in my uterus for the time being has settled down. Thank you to every one for the comments & e-mails with all of your well wishes & kind words, may you all be blessed. & as always until next time.............."Keep It Real"

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

And Baby Makes 5

Yes that's right Daddy done knocked me up! I'm pushing right up around 7 months. So for those of you wondering where I have been well I've been right here enjoying the morning sickness, heartburn, back aches, & all of the other nifty things that a "mamma-to-be" experiences during the process of carrying a life inside of her. It's been 13 years since our youngest baby was born & we are really looking forward to the new addition to our family. Both babies are more than excited about it & needless to say Daddy & I are just thrilled! I think what gets me the most is watching Daddy go through his own set of symptoms.....Oh yes he has a mountain of them. The baby responds to the sound of his voice when he talks to my belly, it's a trip. Between Daddy & the babies I have not had to lift a finger at all, not that they let me if I dare try! But to be honest it's not easy for me just to sit on my ass, I'm a very active person & being limited in my activities was a huge adjustment, but make no mistake I have adjusted! (laughing devilishly) so there you have it for now, I've been so "scatterbrained" lately this blog kinda slipped out of the loop, & unlike I previously stated I didn't get to post as I intended to, but truthfully I have no regrets, I'm loving this time in our lives & to be honest being pregnant has never been this fun! It's been so long it feels like the first time all over again, I forgot what it was like to have a lil person using my organs for punching bags & craving things that you usually could never tie me down & force feed me. But this baby takes after Daddy already cause all of the things that I crave are all of the things that he eats & i usually turn my nose at, now I can't get enough of them. I think the two things I have eaten the most are salad, salad, salad, & tuna sandwiches. But no weird stuff such as pickles & ice cream & so on, all I have really wanted is healthy food. & although my belly may look like I am carrying "triplets", I have only gained a few pounds...(go ahead hate me if ya wanna) okay okay enough for now, I'm going to relax & Put my feet up & feel my heart melt as Daddy tells the baby one of his nightly bedtime stories. So Until Next Time............... "Keep It Real"

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Summer Fun, Birthday Lovin' & A Homemade Cake Made Right In My Oven!!!!

Hello People! Yes I know "It's About Dammm Time"



Where to begin...........first off I will answer the question that has been asked of me countless times thus far & I'm sure a lot of you are still wondering...... "where the hell have I been?" Well the answer to that is simple I (or should I say we) have been living it the hell up!



Summer Fun......this has to be one of the best summers I have had! & I hope all of your summers have been going well. Daddy, the babies & I have been spending more than alot of quality time together. Getting out alot more, having a blast & just running wild & we all have just been loving every minute of it. Things here are better than ever & truthfully posting has not been one of the front-runners on my to-do list. I decided to concentrate on my the life behind the screen, live it to the fullest & throw everything else on the back burner for a bit.



There has been no shortage of scenes, exploration, & growth as far a Daddy & I and our lifestyle, but the more in depth details of that will have to wait for my next post. & now that our summer rampage is calming down I should be posting be alot more often.



My birthday was three days ago & I must say that it was the best birthday yet! (Thank You Daddy!) I am still beaming from it. Daddy took the babies shopping & they all bought me some very personalized gifts what I mean is that you can tell they all put their hearts into the choices they made. (not that they don't usually, but these gifts targeted, locked on, aimed, & fired straight into the depths of my heart) Then I was treated to a performance from both of the babies showing off their individual talents, that just brought me to about an ocean of tears. Daddy stayed up til 2:00am baking me a huge two layer cake, (his first one ever) it was 15x9 butter pecan cake with whipped cream filling & butter cream icing! I took one bite & said "Holly Shit Daddy!" I swear that was the best damn cake I have ever ate in my life & the select few that were lucky enough to a piece expressed the same. Now make no mistake Daddy can cook his ass off but baking was something he left to me. But he is always in the kitchen with me when I cook and bake & he knew how to bake the cake from simply watching me. As much as I tried to pop in the kitchen & offer my help he was not having it at all he would shew me away with a stern "Look Woman I Got This!" & Man he sure as hell did have it! He even decorated the dinning room.

""Thank You Again Daddy For The Best Birthday Ever!""



The Day before my birthday Daddy & I went to my "play-mom's" House a bit out of town & she threw me a huge party there (that's a yearly thing that we have done since my mom died) she threw some ribs on the grill & we drank, partied & laughed as usual, but everyone knows that my actual birthday belongs to Daddy, Me & The Babies. So right now I am all partied out.



The night of my birthday once we were alone for the rest of the night Daddy surprised me with a "birthday ambush live out our fantasy hardcore Taking" & HOT DAMMMMM! Happy Sweet Fucking Birthday To Me!!!! I'm still sore from that shit! Nothing ever hurt soooo dammm good! (Thank You for one of the best using, taking, love making, down right dirty, hot & sexy, encounters/ambush to date & for making another of our fantasies into reality) Not to forget (as if I could) about the wickedly painful, much needed on both of our parts, & extremely long OTK open handed spanking that Daddy gave me, if those were my birthday licks I would have to estimate my age at about 120 years old.



Okay people enough for now, it's early (well late for us) & we have been up all night & dammit I need rest so until next time.............."Keep it Real!"

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

I'd Party With These Bitches Any Day!

Til Next "Time Keep It Real.".........

The One & Only Slave Neaya

Be With Ya In A Second!.................

Yeah I know it's been for-fucking ever, but it's still not quite time yet, I will either be back to post later today or as soon as i possibly can, just depends on how tied up Daddy keeps me! (LOL) so just chill out & when you come back get comfortable cause I have so much to catch you up on!
Til then ..............."Keep It Real"

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

Still Here & Loving Life

Hey there people!
Just thought I'd let you all know that I am still here, I have just been loving life soooo much lately that blogging has been the last thing on my mind, but fear not cause I will be posting real soon! "As always Keep It Real!".........................

The one & Only,

Slave Neaya

After The Celebrations..........

What a hell-of-a-time!!! Wow, I have never partied so much. The night of our anniversary, Daddy turned up the heat something sick............He gave me the best-worst whipping, torture, pain-fest, Fucking, Lovemaking, several hard spankings good time of my life!! No freaking joke! I have never felt so owned! I can still feel the aftermath from that session (that alone lasted three freakin days straight). The feelings that are still lingering from that will without a doubt carry over to next year. The material gifts that Daddy gave me were unbelievable & I just could not have asked for anything more. Everything & I mean Everything was PERFECTLY FLAWLESS! I could not be happier. All of the parties & get togethers went off without a single problem. There are different reasons why we have so many different celebrations, but reason number one is because if we piled all of these people in one setting they would definitely set off world war 4, 5, & 6 all in one night. What can you do shit some people just can not get along, & I'll be damned if I was going to let any of these sons-of-bitches ruin our time so it was a necessity that they remain separated. & Mother's Day was just a layer of thick sweet icing on the celebratory cake!

As for the pics of Master's tat......He is still deciding on that so I will fill you in when He comes to a decision. I thought about going into deep detail of our session here, but ya know what? I'm gonna keep those details between Daddy & I. If it were any other day you'd probably hear about it from start to finish, but this was a highly special, personal, deeply intimate time between us & it's gonna stay that way.

I can say that things have never been better. (c'mon did you really expect to hear different?) There has been major growth on both of our parts, & that has helped to strengthen our bond in all aspects of who we are to one another. He has brought about a major change in me a change I once saw as unobtainable, yet here I am in that place I once thought I would never reach, & Daddy just feeds off of it, this change in me that he has brought forth is the driving force behind His own personal evolution as my Husband, Master, Daddy, & Owner.

Growing together from this point is something that I am very excited about, I noticed these changes within us right about the time I went through the refining fire, & it's just been building ever since. Now that it has come to the surface it is indescribable.

Aside from all of those wonderful developments, I have had a chance to do some much needed catching up on my blogville buddies & that's been nice. It's the holiday weekend so I should return after it's over. So until next time.........Keep It Real!

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Happy Anniversary!!!!!

Well today is the day!! It's our wedding anniversary. After all of these years we are still going strong & just as happy as the day we met! It seems like just yesterday! I just dropped in to give ya'll the update because I will be missing in action for quite a few days. We are celebrating our anniversary alone today the actual day & then after that we have a huge party & several get-together's with our friends & family. Plus Mother's day is right around the corner so I should be back to posting after that! Besides I have so much to catch you up on. We took the babies to their first concert & they actually got to meet their fav celebs. in person...autographs & the whole 9 yards. But more about that when I return.

Daddy got a tattoo for our anniversary, in fact I gave it to Him. I laid it down old school style with a cork, needle, & india ink to make it more special. He chose to get my name (Neaya) in "The Gothic Hand" (Style of writing) & the Chinese symbol for slave underneath. worry not Pics may be on the way. He Is still deciding if He will allow me to post the pics of His tat here or not! so that being said it's off to begin our week long anniversary celebration.

When I return I will let you know all of the wonderful details of how our anniversary, & all of the other things I need to catch you up on. Right now I am going to join Daddy for a whole lot of one on one time so until I return as always keep it real................... The One & Only Slave Neaya!

"I Love you Daddy & Thank You for all of the wonderful years we have shared, not one thing I would change, not one single regret, If I had to do it all over again I would do it just the same! You have always been my protector, my best friend, my lover, my strength, my support, the one that has held the key to my heart ages before we ever met.(& oh so much more!!) & as another year passes I look forward to what's to come. I love you Master, Your Baby Neaya!"

~~Through The Refining Fire! ~~

Yes it's been for-fucking-ever since I have posted & It never felt so good!!! As most of us that breathe know LIFE HAPPENS! & there is a Huge set of lives on the other side of this page! I needed a break though. This blog was becoming too demanding, or was it the people reading the blog (AMY). No but in all seriousness life has been throwing a lot at me & at the end of the day it just felt better to breathe than to post! Besides this is not my only & certainly not my main journal.

Now moving on........ do I really need to say how we are doing? yes? well okay....Daddy & I are just awesome as always. Oh & "The testing of the waters".........yeah that was one of the hardest processes that I have had to endure as of yet. But needless to say I made it through just fine. So it was out of the water & into the "Refining Fire" Now there is no part of fun about that, but the end results are invaluable. Each time I emerge, stronger, better, more enlightened, & in-tune with my submission, slavery, & owned status. Every time a Deeper meaning, understanding & revelation comes to the surface. & Daddy always knows the exact time to begin this process to achieve the desired results.

As I said no part of it is easy, limits are stretched, pushed until slowly but surely they are shattered like a pieces of fine crystal crashing on to a marble floor. & through the blissful tears of exhaustion, joyful tears of pain, marks of His devotion & commitment to me that serve as a small reminder of who I am & who I belong to. The look of pleasure on His face right before He makes that last strike of the moment that I swore I could not take as He smiles as He delivers it because all along He knew I could. The shock of the sting from that unexpected extra lash that He threw in just for fun for doubting myself in the first place.

Oh & on to the love making, some may call it scening, other's may call it play, whatever you call it it's all love making to me when I am referring to Daddy & I. & you better believe there was lots & lots of spanking, He turned my ass into "ground beef," bare hands, leather straps, & so on. Then there was the date with "El Diablo" I first introduced you to that lil device a few posts back. 20 lashes per each rep. & by about the 4Th rep I was a goner! in the next day or so I found my self in the midst of my ever predatory Master, one minute we were sitting on the couch talking & the next thing I know Daddy stood up & pushed everything off of the coffee table, & I mean "EVERYTHING" from the magazines, to the keys, to the bowl of scented beads that went every-fuckin-where once they hit the floor. & then He told me to get on the table on my knees, & he took me right then & there.

**( & yes the kids were out of the house, & were for quite some time)**

Yet another day......I swear this was some of the hottest shit..........I was just moving about the house like any other day, & there we met up somewhere between the living room & the kitchen....a passionate kiss & a stern slap across the face that quickly followed later, I found myself being thrown to the hardwood floor no cushion, nothing to break my fall just me hitting the floor. I made my way on to my back & there He was standing over me with His Boot on my neck, snatching down my pants, pulling my g-string to the side & eating my pussy till I lost count of the orgasms, & completely passed what I like to call "The-fuck-out!"

I spent a lot of time on my leash (literally) & there was ton's of humiliation (mmmh, so fuckin good!) I'm not gonna reveal all of the juicy details in fact all of the details thus far are the ones that We have chosen to mention, the real good shit I'm keeping for myself. Should be no secret by now that breath play is yet another fraction of the things that we practice. That being said there was an incident where He bound my hands behind my back as He was fucking me from behind in the kitchen & unknown to me He had filled the sink up with water which He did not hesitate to dunk my head in & hold under as He tapped this ass. Mmmmmh the kitchen.......there took place some acrobatic, gymnastic, martial art type moves & there was where El Diablo dug into my flesh until the marks cried happy, thankful tears of blood.

Being bound in positions that made sure "Every" part of me was readily available to Him that owns me. He untied me after hours of paddles, crops, & making damn good use of every part of me, there I was rubbing the rope marks thinking I would have a minute to breathe (so to speak), when He Picks me up & fucks me against the wall, whooooo shit!

Now that was yet a small peek into the naughty bits, & how fun, satisfying, & completely mind numbing it was, both of us spent, every part of me used, drained, sore, & deliciously taken, owned & loved. But it was the true meaning of every act that took place, it would over-simplify things to say "He did the things He did because He can" Okay DUH! we all know that He can & there ain't next to nothing that I could or would say or do about it! He doesn't do the things He does because he can, but more importantly because He desires to! He yearns to! He needs to! Just as much as I desire, yearn, need & crave Him to use me, take me, give me the gift of sweet pain the way that only He can.

Even though we are always who we are no matter the time place or circumstance, life has a way of sometimes....."getting in the way" & no matter how hard you try to sneak in a few moments of spanking, torture, or whatever it is that tickles your fancy, there are kids, work, family, shit just life. Though I know we are quite fortunate because we are really never apart. So I know that we have more than enough time to make things happen. & since our big day is approaching in a few short days here (the big anniversary) Daddy bought us tons of new toys & equipment my fav of the things He surprised me with thus far would have to be the "St. Andrews Cross." to replace the wall mounts that Daddy previously installed! So after we break a few things in maybe I'll be back with a lil more info. (for all of you prevs that just drool for the details!)

Anyway that's about it for now............so until next time Keep it real!

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

Of All The Asses In Blogville She Had To Go & Tag Mine!!!

Well it seems as though I have been tagged, By none other than the one & only Nina (a.k.a.) "Lazy Geisha" so let me get comfortable & prepare to spill my guts.

Okay......Okay so the tag is: “List five things that have not been revealed on your blog” so here goes:..........................................

1.) My Face

2.) My Legs

3.) My Ass

4.) My Breasts

5.) & My Feet!

Ha Ha Ha Ms Nina! Was that bratty enough? (u know I wuv you Lazy Geisha)

**Okay Here Is The real thing**

1.) Pens, Pens, Pens, I am a pen junkie. I jack them from doctor's offices, & anywhere else they are not tied down, I buy more pens than one person could use in two lifetimes, all kinds & types, gel pens, ball points, pilots, bics, paper mates, what ever leaves a mark.

2.) I write a lot! letters, poems, journals, & have since I was a child & I still do, I would prefer to write than type any day.

3.) I speak 3 other languages (don't ask which ones that's all you get!).

4.) Music.....gotta have it, can't live without it! I like a lot of it & I like it loud as hell.

5.) I graduated High school when I was 15.

Now I am off to tag a few of my blogville buddies!

*** Update***

***okay, those that I have tagged: the admirable Luna, Daddy's Lil Pig, & SubHeart.***

Okay folks, that's all I'm spilling for now! until next time..............
Keep it real!

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

There's A New Bitch In Town...........I'd Like You All To Meet...........MS **Stella**

And this would be the "New Bitch In Town", Daddy & I are pleased to introduce Ms ""Stella Love"" she just turned 1 year old last month & Daddy surprised me with her today. We were out shopping & I saw her being walked by a Pet store employee (who was actually a humane society rep), I swear I almost forgot to put the car in park as she caught my eye wearing a neon harness that had letter's as big as day that said "Adopt Me." The second I saw her face I knew she was a pit. I have such a love for pits (& so does Daddy) they account for 98% of the dog breeds I have owned all of my life.

Instantly I start......."Daddy look" as she was being walked closer "it's a pit" He said....."I know, look at it it's HUGE Daddy" I responded "ask about it!" He told me & damn He didn't have to tell me twice. So as I am making my way out of the car I called out to the older lady walking the dog. I asked what the breed was & that was about all I "HAD" to ask, because after that she just started telling me all about Stella.

"Her name is Stella & she is a Pit Bull Terrier & bull mastiff mix" is the first thing the lady told us. Daddy asked me "do you like her baby? I said "Daddy she is beautiful" Then immediately I was silent as I saw Him approach the lady I knew it was time for me to hush, Cause Daddy was taking care of business. He asked the lady about the price to adopt her & so on. He covered everything from A to Z, he turned to me and asked me " do you want her baby?" I lit up like a kid on Christmas as I answered "Yes Please" He simply said "well, let's go inside so we can take her home!" I was soooooo caught by surprise. He told me to make my way around the pet store & pick up things we needed for the other animals, (the other dogs & our bearded dragon) & told me to go & pick Stella out a new collar & leash as well as anything else I felt appropriate. So off I went like a bat out of hell roaming through the isles like I was the one-woman contestant on supermarket sweep. ***Quick pause for another Stella Pic***

"That's My Baby lounging on her claimed spot."

By the time I made my way to the checkout & back over to the adoption center section, Daddy was done He placed a folder in my hands & told me to open it & I did & there were the papers,......."You need to sign the bottom" he told me & I looked inside the folder & was like WOAH! He asked me if I wanted to keep her name Stella, & I said yes cause I saw no need to change it just give her a middle name hence her name Stella Love! So as I signed my name next to His & returned them to the adoption rep for finalization, & when I was done I turned & Daddy Had Stella out of the cage, all collared ...... leashed up & ready to go. He placed her leash in my hand & said "here you go baby, walk your dog to the car" I reached up & wrapped my arms around His neck & kissed Him & thanked Him & I was more than happy to lead her to the car. The Rep gave us the nicest compliment, she said "with the love that just emanates off of the two of you, I am more than happy that you guys decided to take Stella I know she will get all the love & care she deserves & then some" ...she went on to say..."I did not want to have to take her back to the kennel today, I asked for the adoption angels to be sent to me today & here you are" & she asked if she could walk us to the car & of course we said yes, after I loaded Stella into the car she was almost in tears as she asked if she could give me a hug & I said sure, & she told Daddy as he was loading the trunk "I'd like to give you a hug too" I was thinking to myself Oh shit lady, this man does not interact with strangers like that, just put your hands at your side & back away slowly....Don't poke the bear lady....DON"T POKE THE BEAR!!" & He was so happy that .......yes ......brace yourself.....He let out a tiny tiny smile as he looked at me & said "That's Fine" Holy Fuckin Hell! I almost hit the pavement.

We didn't tell the babies anything about her til we brought her home, I opened the door & let her inside as the youngest was coming down the hall. I said "say hi to Stella" The baby asked..."is she ours?" I said "yep Daddy bought her" & then out comes the oldest to investigate what all of the ruckus was about & they just went nuts for Stella. Needless to say that after a long day My Stella was bushed as you can see here:.....

"Aawwwh Stella Is Sleepy"

I love My Stella, I have been thanking Daddy all day & night for her. He says that He just loves to see how happy she makes me, from the second I saw her & He saw my eyes light up He knew that I would love her (and I do!). That's why I chose "Love" for her middle name, because every step that was taken from the beginning on both parts (but especially Daddy's) was done out of Love. Stella loves Daddy soooo much He can't make move without her clocking His every move, & if the babies are out of sight for too long she makes her way to their bedrooms to check on them & every time I sit down she climbs her Big Ass on my lap somehow, & I tried walking her before I discovered that "She walks you" she took off & pulled me around like a rag doll. Daddy just laughed His ass off at that one.

Okay then......off I go.....But fear not I have a lot of naughty details to catch you up on when I return....So until then...."Keep It Real"

The one & only

Slave Neaya

Testing The Waters............

Well,
It's been a lil while since I have posted, there has just been a whirlwind of events, surprises, & goings on around here. Daddy & I are "Great" as always. & yes He is still pushing my limits, shit he broke, shattered, & totally demolished quite a few of them. I swear....the shit this Man comes up with! Oh He has really kicked into "Hyper-Spank" & there are NO signs of Him letting up! "as if I'd want Him to" (oh & that's a real good thing!!).

To be honest I hadn't noticed how long it had been since I posted...... too much going on I guess. First I had to recover from Master's "whip/lash/spank/spree" & I'll be damn if that didn't take longer than I ever thought it would. Oh but make no mistake, I loved every second of it! (Mmmmmmh) Then after my recovery was a series of just "life".....home repairs, playing counselor ,therapist, & referee to my two "older" dumb ass sisters. & so on. As I said......"a series of just life." However I must admit that I did enjoy my lil' break from blogville, I've been catching up on my "friends, buddies, & pal's" blogs/journals since I stepped out for a minute.

I know that Daddy has some more nifty shit up His sleeve & I have to confess, ......."it's driving me fuckin' nuts!" All He would say was "Daddy has plans for you baby!" so I asked if I could inquire as to what type of plans? He said "you can always ask me anything that you want...........that doesn't mean that you're gonna get an answer." Then He just looks at me & smiles. He tormented me like this up until about a day or so ago. Then came the tiny hints, tid-bits, & surprise "test runs" (so to speak). I Know although the words .....:"oh dear Lord what are you doing?" never actually come out of my mouth, ......He sure as hell must be able to see it on my face because He would not hesitate to explain to me what He was doing. Through my moans, whimpers, cries of painful joy, He lovingly reassures me............."I'm just testing the waters baby". & I sarcastically think to myself...."oh..yeah.......that explains it!" Me... Say that out loud? Shiiiiiiiiiiit No!! the reality is that I am fortunate that He responded to me at all, it's not like He has to offer up any sort of explanation, or tiniest detail. So when He does, believe me I recognize it!!

Well, I am tired as all hell, so I'm gonna have to cut this short now, but I will be back to my regular posting schedule, (for those of you that don't know the schedule it's Mon-Sun "when ever the hell I feel like it!" Ha Ha Ha ).
But seriously, Got lots more to catch u folks up on. but next time! so til' then,
"Keep It Real!"....................................

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

"Shut Up Bitch........ You Asked For It!".......

Well to tell the truth... I "Begged" for it. It was just one of those times......I needed Him to use me, right then & there. But it didn't happen when I expected it to, but this is who we are, He calls the shots, I can ask, plead, beg all I want, but if & when He decides to honor my request is totally at His discretion. Now I'm sure you all know there is no short supply of lovin', scening, & so on around here but with kids & life it just can't always happen "right then & there!"

But I'll be damn if I didn't crave it, I needed Master to literally "FUCK ME UP", hurt me, slap me whip me, tear into my flesh, draw blood, spank my ass so hard that I can't sit for God knows how long, Give me that gift of pain accompanied by those loving tears of pleasure. However my pleas were unanswered. One Day went by, then two, then three.........He had been out in his workshop off & on for those days but told me I was not allowed to know what He was doing. "It was a surprise" He said.

& OOOOH what a fuckin surprise, A new torture device, a whip that after He used it on me I named accordingly "EL_DIABLO" Three hits across my back & my ass dropped to the floor. I swear that fucker hurt like nothing I have ever felt. ( oh but dammmmmmm did I love it!) & he didn't stop there....He kept on swinging, & this fucking whip leaves the most unbelievable knot like bruises when it connects. He took it "what He calls "easy" on me" since it was His first run with our new toy. I would have to say that 80% of the equipment we have we proudly got from the "Stockroom" (dammmm do we love that place) But the rest Daddy Made by His own hands, & the shit He makes is purposely designed to do some serious damage!

So after he took a break from whipping, He immediately moved to the spanking, and as I am bent over he is constantly popping the fresh owies from the whip with His hand. There I am squirming like hell, & He is just getting the biggest kick out of it! so we break for a while & my back is burning like fuck....& here He comes again with the dreaded "EL_DIABLO" I tremble with pussy wetting fear. "take off your robe" He commands, & before I knew it that robe was on the floor. & there I was naked except for my thong. then with no warning..... "WHACK" oh He got a scream out of me from that one hitting the already whipped spots no doubt on purpose, Over & over again, I broke......."PLEASE MASTER, PLEASE" (we don't have a safe word anymore, for years now) He presses His Body up against my burning back & grabs me by the hair & lovingly, yet sternly said "Shut up Bitch, you asked for it! Have you not been begging me for some LOVE (as he calls it) for the last few days, is this not what you want?" I whimper a almost silent "Yes SIR" He says "Okay then Shut the fuck up!"

Now up against the wall there was even less mercy, from my back, to my ass, to my ever so tender legs, every inch kissed by "EL_DIABLO" Shit went black...I remember gasping for air, then loosing control of my legs, & down I began to go....He picked me up put me on our bed & proceeded to fuck me like a CAVEMAN! He slapped me so hard while he was fucking me I could feel the blood trickle from my lip, MMMMH Space does not describe the aftermath of this session!

Now for your viewing pleasure & "this will be the first & last time this happens!" Let me introduce EL_DIABLO:

"yeah it may look simple just wait til you see what it did to me!"

He took this pic on His work Bench!

"Now a close-up of the tips"

Again pic taken on His work bench!

"The very first Hit, left some sexy lil clusters!"

"These love taps brought me to my knees!"

"This is the point I began to Beg PLEASE"

"Daddy always says I have the most beautiful lips, but they are stunning when they are bloody" (& yes these are MY LIPS)

With that being said & displayed I am no doubt still in recovery, aftercare is in FULL_EFFECT & I am on Bed rest till I return to earth (so to speak). Daddy Is still following my every move, (that is when He let's me get up) It's so bad He's editing me as I am typing this... if not for that you would swear I was typing in some sort of alien code or some shit! I'm a bit unsteady now & starring at this screen is making my already fuzzy head start to spin!

So Until next time..........."Keep It Real!" Master has ordered me back to bed! I Love You Daddy!

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

The Desire Of My Obsession.......

-Neaya's Master-

There's always one thing that never leaves my mind & heart, & that's my love for My Neaya! She completes me in every way possible, you could say "soul-mates" like God made us for one another. And the sequences of our lives meticulously brought us together. "Fate"

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Now concerning .."Dom-Space": some people don't even believe that it exists. But I will bare witness that it does! I would describe it as getting lost in the moment, time stands still, & your environment/surrounds become invisible. As we are enraptured in one another "Becoming One!" & getting lost in one another, senses are heightened, & no part of her body goes un-touched. As M/s we make love, fuck, & scene all at once.....our movements "FLAWLESSLY" intense. My sadistic animalistic side consuming me entirely!!!

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& I think about labels, how they are necessary yet sometimes "FALSE" Dom-space is relevant to dominants but before our D/s relationship grew.....the same deep overwhelming love that I described was still present. So sometimes labels are full of Sh*t. But one thing's for sure, I'm a lucky Man to have My Neaya who completes me, & to have that deep & rare passionate love we have!

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So tonight with the house all to ourselves, we embraced that animalistic side......the environment subject to our abuse, pushing My Neaya's limits with that "Tasty" Edge-Play! "MMMMH I LOVE THAT EDGE-PLAY!!!" Tonight I planned on giving my baby one her special nights. Which would be "The Works" The bath with the candle lit bathroom, sexy scented bubbles & beads.......before and after. See... My Neaya serves her Master better than great, & is more than pleasing to me in every way, we always complete each other's sentences (which is cute but sometimes a BITCH!) & her knowing me soooo well gives her the power to never stop amazing me. She knows & does everything she is required to without being told. & then some! But that doesn't mean she doesn't fuck up, Oh she's my little BRAT, sometimes she'll pucker her lips, & be a little bad ass "BABY!" & I do mean "BABY!!!" she'll throw her little fits, not because of lack of attention, but her submission is insatiable & sometimes she just needs to be thrown around & put in check, but that's my masochistic bitch! But being the sadist that I am ...My love is never in short supply!

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But getting back to where I was... such a good woman deserves to be pampered & shown appreciation. So while I pour hot water watching it bead off of her sexy body a little devil appears on my shoulder, the angel no where to be found, devious thoughts fuel the fire that is my lust! being consumed I too end up in the water, yet again being overtaken by that animalistic nature. Sooo.......here after her aftercare, I sit here & write this. Perhaps giving you a deeper look into our lives than before. This is US! This is what WE'RE about! It's hard to believe that life can get any better but with the edge-play I know it will.

Until next time..............

-D-

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*Quick Word*

"Thank You Baby for your comment." It made me realize that I hadn't mentioned the most important thing. Neaya & I are best friends, from day one we was down ass homies. Our conversations were as endless then as they are now. My Neaya is a truly unique woman! One of the things I love to do is work on and/or modify cars, & not only is she willing to listen to me ramble on about all of the technical operations of a engine and car components, She learns things I say of her own will & enjoys kickin it in the garage & watching me work. She also enjoys watching NASCAR & any other sports as much as I do, and all the while she remains "SUCH A FUCKIN' WOMAN!" In years past I have extensively studied human anatomy as to enhance my artist skills, the mechanics of the human body is very interesting to me so I often shared it with her in great detail. Even showing her physical demonstrations of the movements & functions of the muscles in contrast to the bones. About a month into my studies.....out of NO WHERE she starts pointing at various parts of her body & reciting the terms for the bones & muscles, & even their actions. See what I mean by unique? & it gets worse! (better) I didn't intend for this to be so long but it is so get over it! That will be it til the next time, Late

"Remember.......Spare The Rod....& Spoil The Bitch!"

"I Love You Baby!"

-D-

Hmmmm.....Where Do I Begin??

I know it's been a while....but I must admit it's been rather fun, this unexpected break of mine. But that's life right? so what's been going on here in FREAKVILLE. U.S.A.? Let's see....I have finally stopped bouncing off of the walls, (for now anyway) & aside from Daddy making me feel like His human hand puppet, it's just been lovin as usual around here.

I've had my limits pushed & stretched to the point that I felt like a piece of fresh taffy, & damn was it ever so tasty! But for the last few days it has really just been a rest, relax, & recovery process. A much needed one at that! Shit I will never complain about those times this "Super Brat" loves to be spoiled beyond rotten! (Thank You Daddy) I swear there is no greater feeling than being "taken", "used" & deliciously devoured, & ultimately drained By Master.

Oh man....He spanked my ass "RAW" no crop, no flogger (this time) the instrument of his choice? ...... His bare ass heavy fucking hand!! Oh & not just once this was a three day spank fest! over the knee, hands tied together up against the wall. My knees were buckling, yet I was commanded to stand & receive more & more, forced to endure, yet I made it through, I didn't think I could & as always he proved me wrong. He knows my limits, & hell yes I have limits, Yet His mission has always been to expand them & He is doing a mighty fine job. My biggest reward??? not the lovely, excruciating, hurt so fucking good pain, the extra face slapping that He threw in just for His own amusement & my enjoyment, nor was it the awesomely addictive "space" that even if delayed always follows.... Don't get me wrong all of these aspects I cherish dearly. But none can hold a candle to the words that complete me when it's all said & done, "I'm proud of you baby.....you're such a good slave, you're so pleasing to your master" He tells me, as he kissed me from forehead, to my tear filled eyes, as He makes his was to my lips. The way He always tends to my owies & wounds, & kissed them when He is done.

I can honestly say It has been a long while since it has taken me this long to regain my senses & oh what a hell-of-a trip it was. As promised, I have returned to give you the 411 although it was most definitely brief. I'm still in search of the rest of my wits. However fear not I will be back to my regular posting. I am still Lost in Him not to mention stuck on Him like crazy, & I am still a tad bit floaty, so until next time........... "Keep It Real!"

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

Feeling Kinda Nice.........

Well, now that I've dried off! (in ref. to Daddy's previous post)........ Just thought since I was up that I would poke my head out & let you all know everything is better than great here in Freakville...U.S.A. (as it usually is!) today I must say that I'm feeling kinda nice! Not that I am not most times but today is better than most. I must say that the last few days have been crazy as hell around here. One thing after another kinda shit! We had to repair misc. things around the house that decided to go ape shit bananas on us out of no where but now that that has been taken care of things are just freakin peachy!

I am just having an absolutely "feel good" day today. I guess that's what a couple days of "ravage, pillage & plundering" will do for you! (all on Daddy's part of course!) Yeah I've been put to good use! (mmmh mmmh good!) I swear I feel like I could float right off of this chair right now! But I guess that's just one of the many things that the love of a wonderful Man will do for you!

I am always amazed at the compliments Daddy graces me with no matter how many times He does it! It feels Hell-a-good to hear Him say that He is proud of me! & to know that nothing I do ever goes unnoticed! From the greatest detail to the minor! (I Love You Daddy!)

Yeah well, we have a bit of running around to do, so off my ass I must get & prepare to go out & handle the biz! This should prove to be fun as giddy as I am at the moment! & I can't see any signs of this spell ending any time soon! When I get done bouncing off the walls I will return to give you the latest 411 on Daddy & I.

Until next time......."Keep It Real!"

Dammm I Feel Good....

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Why OH Why....Must I??

First things first, (for those of you that don't know this is Neaya's Daddy)........Per Neaya's request I'd like to warn "everyone" I'm about to be talkin shit! Don't be so self centered I'm not singling 'ANYBODY" out! I just had some shit on my mind & figured that's what our blog is for...expression, so I think I will take advantage of that. Besides I figured that everyone is talking about it but no one will say it so I will. So for the sensitive or weak minded I'd advise you "stop reading NOW!"

Where will I begin? I'll start with friends. It's rare to find a real friend. You know some who will always have your back & never fuck you over. I look around in this cyber world at all of these great friendships. & believe it or not some of these people have never met! but yet their bond is soooo tight! & as friends do they chat, & they exchange personal information with their close friend(s). And as I do in life I sit back & observe. Just like I watched their friendship grow I watched it fall. & these mutha fuckas are CRUEL! they bring up everything that was confided in them as a friend & turn it into their biggest weapon against them fuckin hitting below the belt, & you wonder why My Neaya & I are Mostly anti-social with exception to a small few (on the net!) But you "REAL" people you know who you are! Holla!

Now that I've laid the wood down........let me attempt to start this fire. Next is for those people that like to play with the lifestyle. I'm not talking about the weekenders or the people that are experimenting..... My angel over my shoulder is asking me to cut this paragraph short. She enjoys the peace & does not want this paragraph starting shit. So I'll give her that. You motha fuckas are lucky though! Cause I have deep seeded problems with the things like people I was about to speak of do. So here's me re-wording this paragraph.cause I sure can't skip it!

I take our lifestyle very seriously, & so does my Neaya! It's not about the sex, or the whippings, slappings, & all that other freaky shit we love to do. No it's about love! it's about a woman serving her man. It's about the Love & Patience that this lifestyle has brought out of me & the respect that it brings out of Neaya. Most importantly this lifestyle & our relationship wouldn't be anything without "TRUST". of course Neaya is human, so i do not expect that because she is my slave that she cannot have emotions such as sadness, anger, or any of the others. & if she is angry you better believe that I ensure that she maintains that respect, but that's as much as our M/s comes into that. At that point we are Husband & wife with a problem that needs to be resolved! whether that problem be a "Punk Ass" family member, or a "Bitch Ass" friend! & some of this shit that I see others doing is not enough to disturb me at all yet I can say often leaves me in disbelief.

Since I'm trying to start a fire........let me add some fuel......Men... you are gonna hate me for this: Just because you are a Master doesn't give you any more right to be a DOG! It's like because you have more control over yo bitch you can REALLY wild-out! A dog will be a dog....A MAN WILL BE A MAN. But the way I see it if that woman is gonna sit around & let it happen "Do what you do Playa!"

Yet again in my ear..Neaya says in the defense of a woman......."sometimes they can't help it that's all they have....they may be a no good ass hole but they are theirs...the heart wants what it wants!"

But in my opinion you better take a stand & don't make any room for that nonsense! Since when does Slave/Submissive equal weak? I admire Neaya's strength... cause some of the shit I put her through............Man I couldn't take it.....Then again that's why I'm on top! (no that's not a sexual joke). Now I consider myself to be a freaky motha fucka, but some of the things you people are into is crazy. At this point I'm gonna focus on one thing in particular. That's cutting up the titties. For those of you that do it do it Hard & Safe, but I just can't get down like that! I mean come on Man....Not tha titties!! ANYTHING BUT THE TITTIES!! Alright, alright I've said enough, besides an enticing being keeps wandering by, I can't be seated no longer. Well my fire ended up turning into half charred wood, Cause Neaya pissed on it, so now I think I'll go piss on Her! So for those of you that were looking forward to more......she's to blame!
Payback's a motha fucka,
-D-

Random Thoughts From A Crazy Bitch............

Where do I begin? First off the "Usual" everything is just wonderful here as usual. As my limits continue to be pushed, my road of self discovery continues to flourish. After the rest I mentioned in the previous post, best believe that Daddy was at it again. Testing me & pushing me & even mildly punishing me for my minor infractions. yeah I learned not to block that shot! (oh yes! the great Neaya fucks up like everybody else). But every aspect of our life that is "US" I love so very much! That question has been posed(among many others)...."do I get punished" UUUH "HELL YEAH!".... just because I haven't talked about it doesn't mean that it doesn't happen. A great deal of the things we have & do share & experience have not been easy by damm sight (when it comes to our lifestyle) But it's what we both want & love! We have the perfect balance (always have) & although my ultimate goal is to please & be pleasing to Him as His wife, friend, lover, & slave, the truth of the matter is that when I'm pleased He's pleased. My complete happiness, satisfaction, desires, & pleasure take center stage with Master as His total happiness, needs, wants, desires, & pleasure take center stage with me. Not just sexually in every aspect of our lives. From making sure neither of us want for anything to making sure that the coffee tastes right.(& we both take turns making it!) The simple to the most complex.

I love every second of every minute that I share with Daddy. Yes even the minor disputes, hell any excuse is always a good excuse for make-up sex! Cause at that point you got something to prove! (in my opinion anyway) I love the fact that He revels in my strength, & Independence while at the same time He thrives on my submission, & dependence. & I marvel at His power of the man that he is & crave His dominance, & appreciate & love that I & I alone get to see the sides of him that no one else knows. & He knows me like the back of His hand & then some. Our Love & admiration for one another that grows constantly with each day. We bring out the best in one another, we complete each other.

I love that the laughter never stops around here, & our talks only seem to become even deeper than talks of old. But that's what it's all about right? growing together. I have to say a thank you all of you that continue to come here & peak into our lives when we crack the curtains so you can just barely see in. We love that you come by & love that you return. while I was posting this, I had one song as a soundtrack so I will leave you with the lyrics for now but until next time........" Keep It Real!"

STAIND LYRICS

"Intro"

thank you to the people in my life for putting up with me

and thank you for the time you sacrificed all on account of me

[chorus]for all the times i didn't say

the times i didn't say

for all the times i didn't say

the times i didn't say

fuck you to the jaded and the fake

like to see what you would do

fuck you and the judgements you make

we're not all perfect just like you, like you, like you

[chorus]

all the times i didn't say [x2]

thank you to the people in my life for putting up with me

You Know Where I'm Off To......Love You All!

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Kick Back & Relax............

Well,
Daddy's Birthday went off just as perfectly as planned! & Now that the celebrations are over we are both just kicking back & relaxing! I made Him a Cherry chip, cake with real pineapple, strawberry,banana, & whipped cream filling. That fuckin cake was huge! & It was damm good too! We had so much fun for His birthday! Of course it lasted a few days, we rang in the actual day with a lil bit of Courvoisier (Cognac), lots of love making & just spent the rest of the time being with each other. On His Birthday we woke up & the babies had decorated the entire dinning room with red & black streamers (His Favorite colors) & we had cake & strawberry ice cream. All in all it was pretty laid back! Just the way He wanted it!

Not sure how long this post will be cause my ass is TIRED! I need time to recoup. Other than that I must confess that life here in FREAKVILLE...U.S.A. is just beautiful. It feels good right now after all of that to just sit back & do not a damm thing! It took me about 4 hours to bake His cake & I had just baked one a few days before for our oldest baby's birthday. ( but you know there is never too much discussion about the children here other than the occasional mention).

So what's on the menu tonight? Just being with Daddy as always. Resting & relaxing. & that's more than I could ask for right now! So I'm off.....to pick up where I left off with Daddy...So until next time................"Keep It Real!"

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Breaking Out Of My Shell...........

You know every since Master has been testing these limits of mine I have discovered so much about myself. I have found that as each limit is surpassed & a layer is taken away that it reveals a new side of my submission to Him. "Case & Point": After yet another intense "Face Slapping'" session Daddy did something sooooo out of the norm. He had just slapped me to joyful tears (again) but instead of taking me in his arms & holding me as I cried as He usually did, Well He backed away. I was sitting in the big comfy chair during the slap fest because that's where I was when it began, & when He had executed His desired number of blows I (in tears) extended my arms for Him to hold me, so I could lay my head on that stomach of His & wrap My arms around His waist. But He did not come He backed away. I was a bit dazed so I didn't want to chance standing up to pursue Him. I begged Him "Please Daddy, come here" He stood back & laughed as he let out a loving "NO!" I'm thinking for a hot second..."man this is fucked up!" I needed Him, no two ways about it! I pleaded with Him more & still he would not come to me. The next thing I know I had plopped to my knees (on the hardwood floor no less) & began to crawl over to Him, leaving a trail of tears on the floor. He immediately said "No baby get up! you re gonna hurt your knees.." I did not comply! I needed Him, My heart was hurting for Him & My soul reached out before me to touch Him. Finally I made it to Him & He extended His arms to me still laughing with pleasure, magnified more now by my crawl to Him. Then as I approached Him I grabbed not for his waist but instead I bowed completely down and wrapped my arms around His leg right at the ankle & sobbed My ass off.

All I could think was " Master, please don't do that again! You know how much I need you right now"....followed by a thought of ...."Daddy knock it off!" But although the thoughts may have been running through my head all I know is that damm leg never felt so good! It was like water in the desert. & From this I know that I have grown in my submission. There at His feet was the feeling of comfort to rival that of the feeling of being in His arms. There I was home, looking at "my place" with gratitude, & appreciation.

He (also surprised by my actions) Helped me to my feet & pushed my head on his chest, kissed my forehead & held me. Then he placed one finger under my chin, lifted my head, looked into my tear filled eyes & kissed me on the lips. We exchanged I love yous & went & snuggled up on the couch. Later on in bed before we went to sleep I explained in great detail the reason, motivation, & purpose of my actions. It was so deep I couldn't understand where the words were coming from, but I know now......My heart was speaking directly to him!

A lot of things were clarified with the simple act of love that I displayed, I know why when His hands are around my neck I could never feel safer, & when I feel the sting of his Whip I know I am cherished, from the kiss of his hand a million confessions of love are told with one simple stroke.

So my "emerging" continues........& I have found a much deeper love & respect for the honor of Being HIS! His Lover, His Wife & Slave. His most valued asset, His prize possession, His all! I always thought of breaking out of my shell as this monumental event where at the and I would be standing there turning in 360's for Him to have a look at the "New ME" yet I have broken out of my shell & emerged while on my knees at His feet. & you know what it's much better this way!
Til next time............"Keep It Real!"

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Yummy Ouchie Owies....................

"Mmmmmmh! sweet pain!"........well, I was thinking it so I figured that I would write it! As you know I have been having my limits pushed, & a big part of that has been my "pain tolerance" Dammm Has that been tested. So let's see....ah yes, we went grocery shopping today & we were in the kitchen putting the food away & I turned around and..........POW! Holy fuck did I walk right into that one! (mmmmh hurts so good......yeah I can say that NOW!) one big stern perfectly executed, right on the mark, hard ass, head spinning, slap across the left side of my face. What did I do wrong? Nothing mind you this was purely for mutual pleasure. Although unexpected on my end, it was loved & appreciated just the same! (Thank you Daddy!) Man He Damn near spun my ass around with that one, My face was stinging, My ear was burning DAMMM that shit felt good! (& it's still red) What a fuckin rush! it was "picture perfect" as Master would put it! and of course He could not leave the right side unattended so He graced it with a kiss from his hand also! A couple of times to be exact. He eased up on the left side... that one hearty smack was more than enough.

After the surprise element faded there we stood in the kitchen, Me in His arms, & Him pushing the left side of my face firmly up against his chest as He held me. & still some time later I was sitting here at the computer & he saw me touching my face & shaking my head as I laughed inside. He said: " What's going on Baby? you feeling Daddy's touch & I'm all the way over here?" I turned to Him with the biggest cheesy grin & shook my head as I answered "Yes Sir" & He let out that devious laugh! like "yeah bitch! soak in it!"

Damn I love this shit. No need to explain why. So all night I have been on his heels like a lost puppy.(yeah so what else is new?) What can I say the man has me "SPRUNG AS HELL" shit I'll admit it!

Anyhoooo, This lil pain slut kinky freak is off to give my head a rest on Daddy's shoulder. My face hurts & I just don't have it in me to continue at this moment! but I Just thought I'd drop you a few lines from Freakville U.S.A......If I'm good maybe I can get a spanking to top the night off! Keep your fingers crossed.
Til next time ........"Keep It Real!"

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

The Gift That Keeps On Giving...............

Okay, so it's Valentine's Day!! Well I hope all of you had or are having a great one! No doubt that Daddy & I are! However we never really do the "traditional" or "typical" Valentine's Day! Yeah we give the gifts & all of that but for "US".......Today is all about just being together. I mean we are always together but, today we put a bit more emphasis on the "Family" aspect. Daddy & I began our Valentine's festivities at exactly midnight this morning. & then we awoke to the babies lovingly sticking their crafty valentine's day gifts in our sleepy faces. Then I cracked open my "pot of gold" that Daddy got me & stuffed His face with chocolate after chocolate. mmmmmh! The rest of the day was spent just joking around & being with the babies.

I looked out the window last night & noticed it was snowing again, Then when we got up I noticed that the entire outside was covered in a blanket of snow. So we have stayed in all day. Oh but as the night approaches..............

It's about to get "GROWN" in here. So I figured that I would do this post now cause I know I will not be able to later. I have to say that one of the things I love most about us is the fact that we always make time for love, truthfully I have to say that I am lucky cause I always get the roses for no reason other than the fact that He knows I love them, & He gets the gifts just so I can see Him smile, But the material takes a huge back seat to the love that we share for one another! Always has. Our love is the "gift that keeps on giving," it's the force that breaks through the barrier of any little fight or misunderstanding, it's what holds us together as Man & Wife, It's the foundation for our D/s & the lifestyle that we live, it's the force field that keeps us protected & united, it's the strength that reassures us that together we can stand against, make it through & accomplish anything, as the test of time has proven may time over......it's everything to us.

So with that being said........the clock is ticking & I need to tie up some loose ends & make some last minute preparations for Our night.......so off I go to make us a lil something to eat .....then it's on! & I can tell by the way He is looking at me that Daddy is just as eager as I am. Now to carry out the plan......Just get "LOST" in each other! Til next time......"Keep It Real"

The One & Only,

Slave Neaya

Still Lusting For My Crush........

I remember the first day I laid eyes on HIM......all those years ago but I remember it like it was yesterday. He came over with a bunch of His friends to kick it ( & you could tell without a doubt that He was the Alpha Male! mmmh so sexy) & He was standing on my balcony. He had His hands in His pockets & I noticed the way He was standing & I saw those built ass arms & I thought to myself (Goddamm Goddamm This Mutha Fucka is FIIIIINe!). But those arms were nothing to what happened next, He turned around & cut those beautiful piercing predatory, bedroom eyes at me & it WAS OVER! My Heart melted, my soul jumped for joy, My pussy screamed "go get Him Bitch!" But I didn't!... not at that moment. I was scared shitless! yes this bold brazen lion was terrified! I spent the next few months trying to figure out just how I was gonna get this man. I prided myself on the fact that I had managed to keep my virtue, but you know what? I'd have been his HO! But it would seem that fate had other plans (not to much different, cause I'm still his Ho today, we just didn't start out that way) we kinda got stuck in a storm & we ended up staying up all night talking, just talking til the sun came up. & when it was safe for him to leave we could both feel that neither of us wanted to depart from one another! But we did but I can truly say that was the start of many long nights to come. & To this day we still stay up talking all night!

Of course a whole lot more happened between then & now but that's basically how it started. But the funniest thing.........I never lost my crush on Him! In fact I think it has grown worse over the years. Daddy still makes me blush like a school girl, & I still get butterflies when we kiss. What manner of animal magnetism is this? At some points I am almost nervous to the touch, He makes me fuckin weak in the knees. Then there are the other times when I could (& Have) rip his f*ckin clothes off & devour Him. Then it hits me...now it all makes sense......I'm still lusting for my crush!

That's how to this day I am still in awe of Him, When I watch Him from across the room It's like the first time I ever saw Him. & that's why even today He makes me blush & giggle, & even loose track of my thoughts, forget my words in mid sentence just from a glance at him.

But all of this is only topped off by the fact that I know that I am Owned by this magnificent specimen of a man. My heart, mind, Body, & essence have always meshed to those of His own. The way He commands my body as it dances according to His desire, My heart that beats for him, & the very essence that is me in pure need of Him. Oh & that down right barbaric & shameless manner we give into our lust for one another melting into each other like wax, becoming one each time leaving with a part of the other as our souls continue to kiss.

You know what I mean...when you fuck yourselves into such a sweat you stick to the sheets & when you get up out of the bed you feel like a human fruit roll up. Both of you breathing like chain smoking asthma patients in desperate need of that fast acting inhaler. When you want to hold each other afterwords but the room is so damm hot you're almost sure that you melted the very paint off of the walls, you peek out of the curtain only to find out you cant see shit cause they are fogged up like you were boiling a big ass pot of hot water with no ventilation. You know that good shit!

Okay, Okay lost track of where I was for a sec.........I'm not sorry about it though that was a hell-of-a trip! It really boggles my mind how after all this time I am still harboring a huge crush on Master. Of course the lust is always there but that is a minor part at best. It's crazy how after all this time just the site of Him gets me all hot & Bothered. Shit I think I have got myself all hot & bothered just posting this, you know what? I think I will go & give the Birthday Man another early gift.........Yeah I'm gonna go do that. Oh it's on now!
Til next time.......Keep It Real!

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

At It Again.......(As If We Ever Quit)

Well, it would seem that this post took me a bit longer to get to than expected. But with all that has been going on around here I'm not at all shocked. Daddy has really been taking me to new heights, & giving me new experiences. (new experiences that we have both shared) Yeah so what else is new? Shit there's always something new around here. Daddy has really set his mind to pay more attention to the less used parts of His property. now don't get it twisted...He lovingly, forcefully, & ravishingly partakes of every part of His wife. & I of course willingly, & Happily comply. MMMMMH MMMMMH GOOD! Master has taken me way over the edge, more than once these last few days. I must admit I was nervous as hell, but I trust Him with all that I have & all that I am. I know for a fact that I am always safe in His hands. There's no going back for me now & quite frankly I wouldn't want to. I have never been so delightfully exhausted. Being taken so many times in one night.........night after night, has taken it's toll on me that's for sure. I have learned that my body's limits stretch way further than I had dreamed. & believe me before these last few days I thought He had taken it pretty far............"damm was I wrong" oh & I assure you it's not over!

On a regular note Daddy's Birthday is right around the corner. The babies & I took off today & did some gift shopping. Spent a countless amount of time wrapping them only to buckle under the anticipation of watching Him open them. So he opened all of His gifts today. (& it's Not His birthday) he had been unwrapping & playing with His main present for the last few days (yeah that would be me) & Believe me He is far from done. But for now ....Daddy: I Just wanted to tell you...........

Happy Birthday Daddy! I love You more than words can say! Thank you for Being the wonderfully Delectable Man that you are! Thank you for Expanding my limits & for molding me into the uninhibited, mega sexual creature I Have become"

& what is the point of expanding my limits you wonder? Master & I believe that we will never reach the end of our growth in any area, not as parents cause the kids teach us something new everyday, not as best friends because our friendship grows each & every day, not as husband & wife or Master & slave, because there is always something new to try, new aspects to incorporate, crafty ways to spice up the old & so on. Therefore expanding (or pushing) limits is just a small way for us to grow together. Although the expanding itself may be, & has been pretty fuckin major....... in comparison to US as a whole it is but a small step. So what was the end result of this last extensive session??? ...............................Daddy & I have become even closer & deeply connected..........& I lay here happily "BROKEN", Beautifully Evolved, Further Fulfilled, Extremely Optimistic, Confidence Boosted, Sexuality Enhanced, Loved, Needed, Wanted & OWNED!

Well I am still pretty drained & from the looks of things Daddy is in the mood to open His Main Gift again............. & I think I'll Give Him a little assistance.....

Until Next Time: "Keep It Real....."

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Just Checking In

It's been a little while since I have posted, so I figured that it was well past time. However in my own defense I must confess that I have been rather ..."tied up" in a manner of speaking.

Daddy & I have been a bit lost in each other lately. I really haven't been able to post, even though I have wanted to. I have just been caught up with one thing or another. But things here are just as great as ever.

It felt really good to just step back from everything & take some "US" time. I know, I know we always do, but you know what? that's why we work so dammm good! cause we know how to shut off the rest of the world & just escape! & it's not always about Daddy & I we escape as a family. Do family things & take time for that "quality time".

But as far as the intimates go.............To put it short & simply, Daddy has been pushing my limits like crazy & He has really been "taking me over the edge!!" It's a wonderful thing though, cause I am learning so much about my self. Damm it feels good to be a freak.

Anyway, I'm gonna end this now & save the more in depth details for a later post! Hell I am tired,didn't really feel like posting but for the sake of those that just can't live without me (JK) I thought I would peek my head out for a few minutes. But I need some serious rest before I can really tackle a huge post. & Dammit I want My Daddy! so until next time,
Keep it real!

The One & Only

Slave neaya

Royal Flush................

As I'm sure most can tell, for me to post is rare......but what do you know it would seem "The Mood Has Struck Again!" But then again things are not always as they seem. Things are great around here as usual. The kids are off for another visit with their cousins so once again for My Neaya ......"School is in session!" So I would like to inform all of you that she will be stepping out for a few days. I'd hope every one's New Year is going well. As we all know most everyone makes plans & changes for the new year. Myself & Neaya are very private people when it comes to the details about the bedroom, kitchen table, bathroom floor, & perhaps even a few hanging fixtures. Anyone that knows US is more than aware of that simple fact. But it would seem that's one change among many that this new year has brought about for My Neaya & I. Pushing Her limits & further expanding our lifestyle was never a plan more of a "Given" for she & I....... however, sharing the more private details with others, especially "here" was a major change without a doubt. But One that I allowed & We both embraced whole heartily. But I must say......"you are only getting a small fraction of what goes on around here!"

I'm Grateful that life has dealt me a winning hand. Like for instance........I'm sure I'm going to win an award for the shortest post on this blog. I've had my share of trials through out my life time, But I've been blessed to have always been surrounded by people that love & support me. I managed to find the best woman on earth & share in the seductive drink of Absinthe that is our love, making Her heart, mind, body & the very essence that is "Her" My own. The very meaning of my life! To share the rest of my life with this Angel, that always brings out the better of my sometimes tormented soul. To protect, & care for such a strong, bold, and opinionated soul. & To have that same soul submit to me. For me to mold, and to teach.......Love is a "MOTHA FUCKA" once it grabs hold of you all you can do is sit back, hold on & enjoy the ride, & Neaya & I Have been on one Hell-of-a Wild Ride!!!! & we haven't hit the breaks yet!!

I can't stand "know-it-alls" !!! & I thank God that we haven't had any come our way since we put this blog back up. Sadly enough I can't say the same for some of our friends. & for everyone reading this:......."just be strong enough to continue to stand as individuals, & live the lifestyle in the way that is pleasing to you & yours!" When we first started blogging some years ago we also faced the ignorance of the "self proclaimed" critics, & experts, singling out technicalities such as:...... my wife's bowels told her that she had to "MOVE" without My permission & oh that tiny little thing she does on her own called......'BREATHING" & that because these things were not controlled by Me ...well then we could not possibly be TPE! (no joke some jackass really made that comment!). When in reality when we first got together we had little to no knowledge of BDSM, but we still engaged in most of the same activities that we still do today. Without people & their fetishes, kinks, & perversions (the good kind!) what would their be to label? our labels would probably go to foot & haircare products I can see the ad's now ......"try BDSM on your hair, It will whip those tangles right out, spank the shit out of your dandruff, & make that unmanageable hair submit!" Buy TPE shoes, you can't tell the top from the bottom! & for just 5 dollars more we'll throw in the new switch effect..... wear the left on the right , or the front facing back what ever you like cause you're in control!" .....Chaos would erupt all over the world & who know where we would be in 2010. so Everybody pat yourselves on the back for doing mankind a service by maintaining YOUR sexual preferences.

But in all seriousness....continue to stay strong in who you are! Well it doesn't look like I will be winning that award. Neaya's been working really hard on our public website, & it shouldn't be much longer before we cut the ribbon. Well the house is empty now.......& other than the T.V. all I can hear is My Neaya's voice crying for Her Daddy .....So I'm off to give Her "EXACTLY" what she wants.......until the next time.......Have A Blessed Day !

Neaya's Master

Emerging

Since my last entry I've been noticing a lot of changes within myself. Having my limits pushed like that really had my mind turning & brought about quite a few realizations. I am stronger than I knew myself to be. But somehow Daddy knew. I have grown much more than I was previously aware of......& Daddy helped me see. My sexual freedom is limitless & Daddy celebrated that with me. I know who I am & what I want, but once found it hard to embrace even the slightest of ""out of the norm"" desires. I have come a long way since those days but recently discovered that I was still cheating myself.... But no more.

I have Emerged a new woman, different yet the same. No longer hiding from my own thoughts, feelings, & desires. Now Nothing is taboo! Daddy & I both believe that "the bed of marriage cannot be defiled!" Now that's nothing against you single people out there getting ya "freak on!" More power to you! then again I'm not speaking of or for others, I'm speaking of & for US.....me in particular.

There are many lessons to be learned in life, but to me the best kind are those lessons that lead to self-improvement. The kind of lesson I learned this past week. "what the hell was I holding back for?" no reason I can think of. I have plenty of friends that would die just to add a little "spice" into their relationships but can't for one reason or another & here I am lucky enough to Have a Man...a Husband......a Master that is more than willing to take our intimacy to levels beyond my wildest dreams & I wasn't taking full advantage of that.

"Sometimes you don't know you like it til you taste it, & I have "tasted" his whip on many occasions & know that I love it! I Have felt the sting of His kiss & know that I could never live without it. I have felt His touch & know that it soothes me. I have accepted Him into me (in more ways than one) & found total completion. I have taken my place at his feet & discovered His gift to me. & I have kept my place By His Side & Embraced My DESTINY!!"

In His chains there is freedom & In His collar there is His Love. We grew together in our lifestyle making it our own & making it work for us & we continue to grow each passing day. & Through His gifts I have realized so much about myself, & as He recently taught me there is so much more for us to learn of one another (and of ourselves). Our journey is as endless as our Love!

I look forward to all things to come with the promise that as always ..."there will never be a dull moment" & I look forward to taking you with us as we embark on our Love filled, Heartfelt, everyday life, & kinky adventures, those that "come in & sit down" as well as those that "peek through the window & watch from a far" alike. Shit I'm kinda curious myself to see what happens when I fully emerge from my cocoon.

As for now I am off to be with Daddy, (as usual) so until next time .......
Keep It Real...........

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Painful Pleasures......

I have to admit........there's just something about pain that I just LOVE. It had been a while since I was given this gift from Daddy & I was Oh so craving it. I "NEEDED" it! But nevertheless, I have to say: "Be careful what you wish for, cause you just might get it!" & Man did I get it!


16 Lashes from a 30 tassel whip! It went a lil' something like this: (please be advised that some details have been left out to protect the guilty) "Up against the wall" He ordered.....and I walk towards it as slow as I could without pissing Him off. As much as I love it.....Nothing removes that overwhelming anxiety that strikes seconds before He carries out His plan. He grabs both of my wrists with one hand & places them together above my head on the wall. & I know better than to even think about moving."keep your hands right there, back up some & spread your legs" He commanded as he used His feet to kick my feet further apart. Then comes the Blindfold ("oh shit" I'm thinking....."He's seriously about to F*ck me up").

So there I am totally exposed trying to make out the sounds I'm hearing so I can anticipate that first swing, but to no avail. Out of no where Here it was one big ass WHACK!! My body quivers, my heart is about to jump out of my chest because He sure as hell ain't taking it easy. Then for a few seconds nothing.....Then I feel Him...His body pressed up against my back His Breath on my ear as He says in that calm yet devious way " what do you say?" I reply "Thank you Master." He kisses me on the cheek & backs away from me, I can hear Him swinging the whip but no contact, "this is fuckin torture" then just as I relax another WHACK! this one worse than the first. I suck it up & tell Him "Thank you Sir" Then another WHACK! & He asks "How many was that?" & Hell yeah I'm counting so I tell Him "Three Sir"

I can feel that stinging sensation across my back & it's growing worse by the second. By the tenth hit my knees were beginning to buckle & He would Help me back to my feet. The tears are streaming & the thank yous continue as well as the counts. By that last swing I remember falling into His arms.(no thank you, no count, couldn't speak a word) Then things get a bit fuzzy, I remember Him carrying me to the bed & laying me on my stomach so he could tend to my welts. & I remember him telling me He drew blood this time! I remember Him telling me that He Loved Me, & trying to reciprocate, but from His delightful chuckle I must not have been doing very well at it.

I remember an un-shakeable smile on my face & I remember the flash of the camera as He took pictures of His "Handy work" for me to see later & for keepsake purposes. I know my eyes were glazed like Krispy Kreem doughnuts. & I was High as Hell. I remember Him covering me up & that's all I can remember til the next morning. Well actually He woke me up early morning just before dawn holding me by the hair guiding my head between his legs. I snapped to what he wanted & Believe me I tried to eat His ass alive. A sandwich is a sandwich but that was a f*ckin meal!

After that I climbed back up to his chest. Then since I was able to speak I told Him "Thank You Daddy" & He kissed Me on my forehead & we exchanged I Love Yous & we went back to sleep! & until now I have basically just been going through the process of recovering. It's funny though cause the kids came home yesterday, (they went to auntie's for a few days cause she's going out of town or a few months) so that means we are back on the down low for now. But every once in a while He will come up to me & give me a hug & grab me right there where He knows it's still sore as fuck just to see me squirm. Then He throws me that smile That says so much to me without Him speaking a word.

I got what I wanted, & then some. That pleasure of Pain that I crave from the depths of my being, Our connection being deepened from special moments like these, That constant confirmation of being Loved, & the unmistakable Joy of Being HIS!

"Thank You Daddy"

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

"Daddy's Right Here Baby"

"Daddy's Right Here Baby" ...He tells me as I am more than
still a little shaky after our passionate entanglement. Things are still a bit fuzzy especially now after tonight. I know I have a ways to go before I am right again (especially after another round earlier), but at least I can function a little better now. I wouldn't know what to do without Daddy! He had me on His laps Feeding Me chocolate because my body so desperately needed sugar. He gave me water, & my favorite blanket that he bought especially for occasions such as this. With all of that plus being in His lap........."Shit I'm In Heaven!"

As you know normally I don't share such details as in my previous post, but believe me when I say "you were robbed!" I toned it down as much as I could. But fear not that post will not be the last of it's kind. I am on such a wave right now it's nuts. one minute I think I got a grip & the Next........Hmmmm how did Master put it?........aaahh yes "Space Whore" so needless to say Daddy has me under close guard. I can only move about a little while at a time, because my wits are still a bit off balance.

To be honest I love the feeling, I love what He does to me (yeah I'm Back on that again). From the start to the point where at times He straight causes me to pass out, I hang on as best as I can til the completion drifting in & out but come the end I cant attest He has on many occasions "Fucked Me Right To Sleep!" & The aftermath is yet another reward in itself. That fuzzy feeling, body tingling, mind scrambling, completely exhausting, feeling I get that serves as a reminder of how He partook of me & I him. "Daddy's right here baby" ...He tells me no matter what I may be experiencing. The sore ass from His spankings, the bleeding love marks where He tore into my flesh, That "Floaty feeling I get that only He can give. All of that & then some is what I am feeling right now. & All of which Master Tends to more than appropriately. Pain is my drug & He supplies it, Space is my High & He only delivers the quality shit. (Damm I Love This Man!)

So as I bring this to a close to get my "Master recommended" & Much needed rest, I wish you all well until the next time ...........which most likely won't be for a couple of days..........
May your spankings Be Hard, & May Your Wounds Hurt So Good!

"As for me ....I'm off to continue my T.L.A.C. (tender loving aftercare)"

Keep It Real.....

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

"Taken".............& Loving It!

I belong to Him in so many ways. I am His to "Take" at his leisure. I was sitting at the computer when I hear his stern voice behind me commanding "Come Here Slave" immediately I stop what I am doing Quickly respond "Yes Sir"...I stand up. He Points
me to the place of his desire He grabbed me by the hair, turns me around to face him, he places His Hand on my chin lifting my head to look Him in the eye. "I Love You Slave" He says, I love You Too Master" I Reply Then in a flash He rips my dress exposing me from my breasts to my navel & pushes me down as my chest Heaves from excitement. He then commands me "Get on your knees" ........I comply. Knowing that I am about to be "Taken" at this very moment yet having reservations because although every part of me is His to derive pleasure from I'm hoping that He doesn't choose the part of me I think he will, the timing couldn't have been more off. I voice this to Him in a deeply humble manner. However my pleads are of no consequence to the course of actions He Has in mind. He made it clear that He understood the circumstances but that would not hinder Him in any way, & no matter how uncomfortable I thought I would be I had better get over it pretty Damm quick. He enters me, I let out a screaming moan, as I am thinking to myself "I'm not going to be able to take this, my body needs to adjust from the natural occurrence I had only experienced moments ago" yet He continues. My mind says clinch_up...tighten!! maybe then the pressure won't seem so bad, But all my body can say is "yes sir!!"

Then I notice It's not bad at all, the pleasure has overridden any mental resistance. He places His hand over my mouth to muffle the sounds, the intensity was so great I could have broken the sound barrier. He continues to thrust, Leaning over my back Sinking His teeth into my shoulder so Dammm hard tears well up in my eyes. Now he is whispering in my ear..."you're going to take it bitch, & you know you love it! don't you" & I answer "Yes Master" and I do take it & I am loving it. My breathing speeds up, my heart begins to race, as i feel myself exploding over & over & over again. My vision gets blurred, My surroundings invisible, the only thing I recognize is the extreme pleasure He is giving me & the sound of his voice. My body trembling out of control, my vision gone, every touch from him magnified a thousand times, He's still speaking to me, Coaching me through telling me How good I feel, & how pleased He is at the way I am receiving Him, & that I am such a good slave.

I grow weak..... can barely hold myself up as my explosions of stimulation continue. He continues to thrust, & then I feel it, it's coming, I know it. My entire body shaking, I am breathing so fast i can not speak, yet the moans of pleasure continue. The shaking increases, my breathing heavier, then that one hard deep final thrust as I explode yet again as I scream with ecstasy as I feel him pulsate inside me, that warm sensation deep within me, He has filled me completely.

I can't move, still breathing heavy, vision uncooperative, my body tingling. He picks me up lays me on His lap, covers me up (After He dresses me).......He thanks me & I him (as best I could without being able to verbalize...But trust me He understands.) He gets me water, and all things needed & I lay there feeling so dammmm good there are no words to describe it! Still weak He orders me not to move for my own good. So there I remain in his arms & in His Care!.................Feeling, High, Disoriented, Fulfilled, Loved & completely Owned.

After all of these years the flame of our passion has never gone out! That desire continues to grow, the lust is ever present, & every time we make love it's brand new. The attraction we share for one another is of immeasurable proportions!!!!
& The Love that we have been blessed with enraptures us both constantly!
Enough time has passed for me to move about, as I am trying to regain my wits, I hear His voice again..."Come Here Slave" & of course I Comply....."Lay Down", He says & I do "Remove your clothes I want you again" I do so! "I want to Make Love to You Again!!" & He does. By the time this was over Master Had made good use of every part of me, not an inch was left untouched. Thank you Daddy for Making Love To Your Wife, Thank you Master for Using your Slave, & Thank You Baby For one Hell-Of-A Fuck.

I'm still worn out so We're off to bed. Until Next Time Keep It Real & Nite-Nite

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

"I Am Woman Here Me Roar"

Alright.....Alright....why is it that when I try to be good something comes along that just forces me to step outside myself? I feel the strong need to clarify some shit! First let me say before the ignorant rear their heads that this is my opinion, thought, & view about this subject so think twice before you decide to "Bitch" about something I say here that you don't like. Now as I have said before I have no problem with any one's lifestyle choices accept of course rapists & child molesters they can all slide naked & ass first down a razor blade hill into an alcohol river where I will be happily waiting with my torch to get the Bar B Que started. But for what ever reason because I use the term "Daddy" when referring to my Husband/Master some folk seem to have it twisted. So let me straighten this out, .......in the title the words "Master's Baby" does not mean child, nor little girl, infant, none of that shit, the word "Baby" is equal to: Honey, His sweetheart, His Boo, His sugar pants, & etc! okay got that. I'm a GROWN ASS WOMAN, Both of my parents are dead & the only child I am Is a child of GOD! I have been grown for too many years to count now. Okay Okay I bet you are saying " aren't you being too literal?" Hell no! most times when I am faced with something that I do not agree with I keep my mouth shut, BUT not today. Now moving on.......Me calling Him Daddy, okay now I know we do not share the same DNA, & His name is no where on my birth certificate so there is no way He could Be my Father. I swear people can be so narrow minded sometimes. He is Daddy Because plain & simply "He Got It Like That!" & He is more than deserving of that title(as well as the rest of His titles), he was Daddy from Day 1! always has been, & always will be. So let me make this clear, I was my Father's ( as in my mother's husband, the dick I rode into this word on & so on) little girl for about the first 9 or 10 years of my life & haven't been one since. I am Daddy's baby, ( as in the definitions previously given above) are we clear yet?

Now there are times which I am sure we (women) have all had times where no matter how strong we may be on the regular.....we are weak, stressed out, just have too much fucking weight on our shoulders, or just don't feel like dealing with the world & we need & want to be Babied, & for those of us fortunate enough to have a pair of Big Strong Arms to run to & nestle in, that's exactly what we do. Hell that's what I do, But that does not make me a child. & hell I'm as silly as the next person when I wanna be & that seems to be most of the time I like to break out & have fun & do things of a more if you will "Immature" nature, like dancing around the house in my T-shirt while I lip-sync to my favorite song & I mean really putting on a one woman show too, cause I think no one's watching til Daddy appears behind me & scares the hell out of me while I wait for the color to return to my face, or acting like a complete nut for the sake of my babies amusement, hey that's the stuff that keeps you young.

I swear some shit just tickles the hell out of me. Alright, Alright, I'll get off of that now. Shit sometimes it feels good to blow off a lil steam. Okay so what's been going on? the usual of course as always, Life, Love & everything in between. I just found out one of my distant siblings has fallen ill. I guess that's the "Life" part. Nothing too major (the problem itself), but the necessary correction of the problem seems to be far more risky than the problem itself. But all in all things should be OK.

Let's see.......ah yes........Daddy & I took the brats (I mean babies) shopping today to the music store to get their desired "Latest Releases" that was fun cause the big brat (yes that would be me) got some goodies too. I'm a freakin shop-aholic. & a complete clothes horse. They say the first step is admitting it, but my problem is I don't want to fix it! Well I believe I rambled enough for now so I will end this post. Besides Daddy has fallen asleep watching T.V. & I think I will go & wake Him up as only His Woman Can.
Til next time, keep it real.

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

Reflections Of The Heart.........Lost In Deep Thought

Well,
I know, I know but I'm gonna say it anyway:...."Life Is Freakin' Sweet!" In reference to my previous post "I got me some of that!!" and then some. Needless to say that I have been a bit busy. We are getting a lot more snow & cold, but I have to admit that I love it! any opportunity to stay home & snuggle up with Master is always a plus. Daddy & I have just been having too much fun lately. He has had me laughing my ass off the past few days. Laughter be it a small thing to some is a huge thing to us, it's the little things that mean the most. There are many lessons to be learned in life, be it from personal experience, or through revelation gained from the observation of others. & one lesson we have learned & perfected is never to take things for granted.

I have had a very productive last few days,I spent some fun-filled "mommy" time with the babies just clowning around, I finished a few more pages on the site (almost ready), got in some chat time with a really cool friend, "thank you Master for allowing that" & of course I had my intimate time with Daddy. There is no way for me to explain how Daddy makes me feel, although since I started this blog I have tried my best, looking back I see I have only scratched the surface. There is no greater feeling than being loved, needed, wanted, & deeply desired by the man of your dreams, & the culmination of these facts & feelings? Being "Simply His!" To know that I belong to Him in every sense of the word, to strive to please him in all conceivable forms, to put his needs before those of my own without giving a second thought for NO other reason than because I Love Him.

To be "Taken" at any given moment, because His desire to ravage me has overpowered his self restraint. & why? Because to be "taken" by him is too my own desire, because I am His to "take", & because this act in itself fulfills so much........the satisfaction of the mutual lust & attraction, the desire to become one marked by the joining of our flesh as our souls dance to the tune of our racing heartbeats, to exhibit my slavery by my body's compliance, as the depths of my submission are exposed. To be totally helpless & completely protected simultaneously. To be reminded of my relinquished control as my limits are pushed to the edge. To feel the sting of His whip a mere extension of his hand, every lash a passionate kiss, every welt a gentle caress. To crave that pleasurable pain that can only be executed by Him, to yearn from it, to beg for it, to seek it, for it is my fix. To shed the tears of ecstasy, that only he can bring. The expression of total satisfaction & complete pleasure that he displays as His will has been made whole & our positions as Master & slave consummated.

Ever seeking to grow in my submission I set out on a journey of self exploration.
"Master,
The keeper of my heart, guardian of my soul, the protector of my all, my guide, my teacher,.... words fall short as an expression of my gratitude, appreciation, & admiration for you. With you I continue to grow & "thank you" is not nearly enough. Please accept my obedience, as your wife & slave to bring honor to your name, Take my body as you wish for your pleasure it's yours to claim, take my heart it belongs to you my love for you it holds, Take that which is all of me from surface to pit of my soul! I Love You Daddy!"

Until Next time, I'm off to make a new memory..................

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

***Lazy Days***...................

Ever feel like "not doing a damn thing?" Well for the past few days Master & I have been totally giving in to that urge. & I must admit that it's been fun as hell. Sometimes we all need to take some "US" time & break the rules, & play hookie once in a while. Even if it's to do nothing but sit on your ass all day. So that's what we have been doing. I did manage to put up a few more pages on the site though, but it's still not ready for it's debut quite yet. Although we just love the way it's turning out. these weekend "Lazy Days" of ours were so fun that Daddy decided to extend them. We spent a lot of quality time with the babies. They are just growing up too damm fast. But isn't that the way it always goes? We even let them stay up ridiculously late the other night. But for them it's back to their regularly scheduled routine, happily I can't say the same for Daddy & I. I think we slept in later then we ever have in our lives. & dammit it felt good. We didn't care about the time or projects that we needed to finish, or anything else except being with each other. & the babies being two of the most spoiled children I know of just milked all they could out of it.

As I am sure you know by now Daddy & I talk with one another a whole lot & during our hookie playing days this merely intensified that factor. I cooked Daddy one of his favorite meals & I even baked him a "homemade" coffee cake to top it off (because He mentioned that He wanted something sweet). Needless to say He loved it & so did the babies! & Oh yes I really took advantage of this time to spoil Master some more. Then at the end of the day it's back to my favorite spot.......on the couch with Daddy stretched out laying between his legs with my head on his stomach just laying there watching one of our favorite movies. After a great filling meal & being completely satisfied in every way falling asleep is accepted.

It's funny though because people that know us (family & friends) always seem to be shocked at the fact that we never get tired of each other, I mean most people would think it crazy to see just how much Daddy & I are actually "up under one another" & marvel at the fact that we never (and I mean never ever) get on each other's nerves. now as I have said before we have our share of disagreements and/or heated discussions, & just as most we have had our portion of difficulties along the road. Be they all minor (and believe it or not that is the truth) & what I mean by minor is our relationship (when we were dating) has never been in jeopardy, nor our marriage! Whatever our issues were, the two of us being up under each other has never been a part of it. In fact being up under each other has helped us solve many of our problems, I'm serious, sometimes when Daddy is upset no matter what the reason he will just come to me & hold me & we don't even need to say a word we have done this in the middle of disputes just stopped & held each other & just got lost in our love & everything was fine. Always is!! Nothing is stronger than love. There is always something new to look forward to in our life, our relationship constantly evolves, & our love continues to deepen, expand, & brighten with each passing moment.

Okay, Okay, I have sang my song of love long enough for now. Besides, Daddy is working on the blue-prints for our new garage & I love to watch Him work....especially to see Him draw to see his ideas, thoughts, & visions manifest themselves on paper just amazes me. The way he grips the pen/pencil with care & attentiveness, strokes it across the paper with precise concentration, as each line he creates caresses the paper it touches, watching his eyes shift back and forth as he guides the pen according to his desire as anticipation and excitement builds with every curve, line, & sweep, as the outline develops. Followed by the heart pounding pleasure that is felt as the workings of His hands begins to take shape, topped by the ultimate satisfaction of viewing the finished product as his creation has come to life! & that's when He draws, Just imagine what He does to me! Well now that I've gotten myself all worked up I will end this now cause I gotta go & get me some of that! Until next time.........................I'm on the prowl.

The One & Only

Slave Neaya

SENSUALITY.................

It's been a few days since I have posted Daddy & I have been working on the public site. We still have a lot more to do, but it's almost ready to be published. The theme of the new site is the same as this blog:..."GROWN & SEXY"! and it's coming along great. Other than that things are wonderful as usual.

You know how at times you are just going about your business & you see something, here something, or do something that sets off a chain reaction of deep thought? well I have been doing a lot of reflecting lately, mostly in part due to working on the site & certain sections really require me to think. On the site there will be the section that has become pretty popular these days, it's the old "(any number) things about me" section where you cover your likes, dislikes, favorite foods & so on. When you are with someone for so long you get to the point where you could basically answer those sorts of questions for them & know that you would be 100% right. & You get to know them better than you know yourself.

From day one when Master & I first met we knew that we were kindred spirits. From the gate we had so much in common it was crazy, we were saying things at the same time, finishing each other's sentences and such. At first we thought it to be pure coincidence, but as time went on it just escalated & now it's so often that it happens we don't even think twice about it, however it still gives us a chuckle every time it does. We know what the other is thinking before we can think it & we find that there is always something new to discover about one another.

Daddy & I talked about how much has changed & how much we have changed since we have been together. & I swear it's a trip! Master & I have introduced each other to so many new things. Everything from the music we listen to, the clothes we wear, the foods we eat, & everything in between right down to our very manners of speech has been influenced by one another. We are truly one in every sense.

There is so much that we share on so many levels & I am grateful for the immense diversity in our relationship. Some of the most cherished aspects of our life together & the love we share are those intimate moments & the sensuality that shrouds every interaction we share be it intellectual, emotional, or physical. It's there!! I was never such a sensual person before Daddy came into my life hell I was never such a sexual person for that matter. But I've always been sexy,(despite the fact that I wasn't aware of it until Daddy pointed it out).

I love those special moments that Daddy & I share when we are simply "US", and nothing more. When we share those small but powerful, special & personal times, the sensual times. Prime example:.....at least once a week since forever Daddy gives me a bath, we are talking the whole nine yards. He lights the candles, runs the water puts in my special bath beads and/or bubble bath & washes me from top to bottom(hair included) I mean I do not have to lift one single finger & after he rinses me he dries me off & leads me to our bedroom where more candles are lit & our favorite slow jams are playing & gives me a complete massage with scented oils (we're talking the works) & there is never a set day or time. Or when I am tired no matter what time of the day or night & he beckons me to him & kisses my forehead, places a pillow in his lap & guides my head to it as he strokes my hair til I fall asleep. & oh so much more he does. I love it when Master lets me feed him, there is just something about it! I love when we take our shower together & he lets me wash that sexy body of his from head to toe. I love it when he lets me brush his long beautiful hair. Or when I run my fingernails lightly up & down his back for what seems like hours simply because I know it gives him chills & he loves the way it feels. I love it when we get up in the middle of the night & head to the kitchen so I can make him My homemade pancakes just because he wants something sweet. (we are crazy I know but it happens). Or when he sneaks up behind me & grabs me (not to mention scaring the crap out of me every damn time) & kisses my shoulders then moves my hair out of the way exposing the nape of my neck so he can kiss it as well, while telling me he loves me & how good I smell. Those are just a small few of the sensual moments we share, but even if I were to write down all of things I do for him I would still state that he deserves so much more. & he in turn would say the same about me.

Master spends a hell-of-a-lot of time making me feel like the special, exquisite, sexy, pleasing slave & woman that he has molded me in to. But not a day goes by that I don't find some way to baby him, cater to him, or spoil him. Not just as my Master But as a Man! Because he deserves it, because he needs it, & because he "should" have it! & as long as there is breath in this body it will never end. ""Ahh those little things...they mean so much, don't cha just love em'!!""

I Love You Daddy!
The One & Only,
Slave Neaya

I'm Yours Daddy..........Use me........

I have to admit that to refer to myself as "used" was something that was hard to do. It just sounds so negative, & until Daddy showed me otherwise it always was. But there are times when I simply NEED Daddy to USE me, I crave it so deeply that it greatly surpasses something that I simply want. There are many definitions of the word use, but the main one that we define what Daddy does when he uses me is this one..... Use: = To take or consume; partake of. & right about now I want all three parts of that definition. Daddy knows that when it comes to him using me I am utterly & completely ""Insatiable"". Too much is never enough. In our day to day life our intimate interactions can vary (as i m sure most can relate to) from the very sensual, & moving love making, or the hot & heavy break out the toy box scening, loud & hard painful (for me) pleasure filled love making, to the "down & dirty wit it", kinky, freaky, adrenaline pumpin, endorphin rushing, break some furniture & don't think twice about it, the kids have to be out of the house for the night, "oooooooh that's DEFINITELY gonna leave a mark", love making that's so dammm nasty we almost (yes almost) can't look at each other in the morning. Some how we manage to make eye contact both blushing with reminiscent pleasure as we take turns reciting the guilt reflective "I cant believe you did that last night!" followed by that "we know something you don't" feeling that unknowingly surrounds us. I need Him to use me.........I don't care how as long as in some way He "Takes" my body & uses it to his desire be it big or small, simple or complex, or maybe he will "Consume" me until I lay thirsty cause He drained every ounce of me & basically motionless from exhaustion, or just simply "Partake" of all of me.

Daddy knows that I am as much a masochist as I live & breathe, always have been even before I knew what to call it (hell nobody thought about labels back then you just liked what you liked & did what you did & kept the quote un-quote "Dirty Shit" to yourself). & Daddy is the sadistic dominant of my fantasies. The one and I mean the ONLY one that made me free to be the person that I am today. He showed me that there is no shame in how I feel or what I desired. Maybe because we are so like-minded, you know it's so much easier to express yourself & confess your desires to someone not only willing to listen but that honestly understands how you feel & why. I have never felt embarrassed or ashamed, or silly after opening up to Him in any way.

It was a long journey to get to this point in our lives & lifestyle, a journey that's far from over we have traveled many roads together & through a lot of experimentation, trial and error, mistakes, success, disasters, & victories we both have learned a hell of a lot about ourselves & one another. We do a lot of different things together but when it comes to going into deep detail here...well I have to a point..... I can't say that I won't get deeper, & yet I can't say that I will & my faithful friends & readers know that I usually don't. Daddy & I are very personal & private people & some things need to stay private. So we share what we can. Besides we feel that some things are better left up to the imagination.

As I unintentionally bump one of my recent "sore spots" after "OUCH" all I can think is:
Me & my big mouth. Oh yes my mouth is the center of most of the punishments & corrections that I receive. I've gotten better over the years but in the beginning it was HELL! I'm a very BOLD & OUTSPOKEN woman & those that love me accept it cause they know I'll give it to them straight. & those that less than love me, probably learned from me that the truth hurts like a motha-f*cka! But being Daddy's slave it took me a nice while before I got the formalities down when it came to addressing Him. Oh I stumbled up more than a bit when it came to that. Most wouldn't believe it to see He & I interact today but trust me it's true. Now I am as human as anybody & Daddy knows that & more relevant He RESPECTS that. He knows that I get emotional, angry, pissed, sad, & moody among countless other emotions. One of Daddy's favorite attributes of mine is my strength. But I can be just as stubborn as I am strong. OH but I am not stubborn with Daddy anymore. (good luck to everybody else!) Daddy knows that I am a HUGE "pain slut" so when it came to my punishments Master had to get REAL creative!! But believe me he knows how to make pain "Not-So-Fun" when necessary. But it's been a long, long, long while since I've been that bad. Although there is no shortage of humiliation & deprivation around here when warranted.

For me there is no better feeling than being Loved by the one your In-Love with! & vice-versa & I feel it in everything Daddy does. Every touch, kiss, embrace, cuddle, hug, straddle, stoke (of the paddle or the hair), whack, slam, whisper, yell, wink, frown, spank, & hell you get the picture. But at the moment nothing is greater than my need to be used, so off I go to lay the proposition on the table & reap the outcome be "careful what you wish for". Just a small bonus of being owned....time to enjoy the benefits.

May all of your dreams become really wet reality,

The One & Only Slave Neaya

Looking Ahead

Our New Year & Anniversary went as planned....."PERFECT". Daddy & I had a Ball. The new year is here & my "Lock Down" is done for now, and I have emerged a completely refined woman. Daddy & I reflected on our years together & how we have grown & prospered up to this point. Looking back I can honestly say that I wouldn't change a thing about our lives. Every part of it the good, the bad, the hard times, the easy times, the mistakes, the corrections, the lessons learned both easy & hard.....all of the moments we have shared, and every series of events has made us who we are today. So out with the old & in with the new. This new year marks yet another chapter in our lives, stories that have yet to be written, & experiences waiting to unfold. & "I just can't wait to set out on this new journey together!" And to My Loving Daddy, Husband/Master:

"You Calm My Soul, To the Deepest Part" the words you spoke to me just yesterday as I laid between your legs with my head on your stomach. Those words have echoed through my mind ever since. From the moment we became one my goal has been to please you, in every way! Mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, intellectually, (not to mention look, taste, touch, & smell :) & not a day has gone by with out you telling me that I have pleased you in one form or another, be it "hey beautiful" or "you look nice today baby" or the oh so intense "damm you smell good" followed by you smelling me from head to toe & we never know where that will lead. & no matter how completely satisfied you continue to tell me you are I know there is no end to our growth & there will never be a day that I can say "well I have done all that I can do & there is no where to go from here", simply because with you as my guide there is no limit to the things I can do, nor an end to the roads of life that we can travel.

"you Calm My Soul, To The Deepest Part" Here these words echo once again as I realistically think "there's always room for improvement" no matter how good I've gotten at something I can always do better. & YOU Daddy, ......YOU have taught me this, among many other things. Pleasing you was my goal, but "Calming Your Soul" far exceeds what I thought I was capable of. With those words you have given me a whole new outlook on myself. You always let me know how much I mean to you, You are always there when I need you, with every kiss I still tremble inside as if it were the very first, a single touch & the butterflies return, & my body starts to shiver as it's reminded of the first night we crossed that line. When our eyes meet our souls begin to speak to one another as they did upon first sight that fateful New Years day all those years ago. Only these days they have a hell of a lot more to talk about. Thank you Daddy for the life we have built together. Thank you Master for Taking the "Woman of your Dreams" (your words) and molding her into the SLAVE of your desires. Thank you My Best-friend for allowing me to baby you just because You deserve it, for all of the times you have laid your head on my breasts or in my lap & let me run my fingers through that sexy long hair of yours. And for always talking to me about anything & everything. Thank you My Husband, for taking me as your wife, for being the best father in the world to our babies, for protecting us, & providing for us & for always going above & beyond the call of any other husband I know.

"You Calm My Soul, To The Deepest part" there it goes again as I think of how to respond. "You Calm My Soul, To The Deepest Part" & I say to you that "Daddy You ARE The Deepest Part Of My Soul!!" Thank you Daddy for all of the wonderful moments that we have shared & for all of the beautiful memories we have created. & thank you Daddy for all of the new one that we have yet to scratch the surface of. I love you Daddy! Always your Wife & Slave

Happy New Year Everyone,
The One & Only,
Slave Neaya

New Year.......Another Anniversary

Well my "Lock Down" status isn't quite over but Daddy has allowed me to "come up for air" (so to speak) long enough to post. (Thank you Daddy). A new year approaches as does one of our treasured anniversaries. New Year's day is the anniversary of the first day Daddy & I ever met. & it's been NON-STOP ever since. It seems like yesterday but in fact it was many years ago. So every year we celebrate both the new year & the start of another year that we are blessed to share together. Our wedding anniversary is in may & we chose to hold our M/s collaring & commitment ceremony on our wedding day some years ago since we see the two commitments equally important to us.( but we were married for some time before we became Master & Slave).

I must admit that I have been enjoying my "Lock Down" more than I think I should. Daddy has broken me in more ways than one. I have learned so much about myself during my days in seclusion. I have grown in more ways than I thought possible. I have discovered new sensations & found that I love things that I never thought I would ever try ages ago when we were still "vanilla" all I can say is "Don't knock it til you've tired it!" (at least twice ha ha) Surrendering my all to Daddy but especially "My Will" has made it a lot easier for me to venture out into the unknown. I have no inhibitions, there is no fear, He is in control & I trust Him with all of my heart, all that I have & all that I am! There is no doubt, anticipation is expected & anxiety is accepted, but "NO" is not an option. "I can't is a cop out" how do I know I can't if I haven't tried? the end result?......Edification, Education, & Growth.

My limits were pushed so far that I was sore in places that I didn't know existed. I was so full of endorphins that by the time I came back to earth all I could do was repeatedly say "Thank You daddy" over & over again for a countless number of times, as tears of joy & pleasure streamed from my eyes. There was one very special very big step that Daddy & I took together that has changed us so much ( for the better of course) & brought us even closer together & considering how close we were already that's saying a lot. Daddy & I have shared so many firsts together over the years & I am proud to say that he is my first everything. but what amazes me is the fact that after all of these years the firsts never cease. well people, I have shared enough & more importantly Daddy requires my service. I know that my next post won't be til after New years, (which is only a few days away) so until then "Daddy & I wish you all a happy New Year!"
The One & Only,
Slave Neaya

Spontanious............

One of the things that I love, appreciate, & admire the most about Daddy is the fact that he is so unpredictable. He lives for those "spur-of-the-moment", element of surprise times in our lives. So when he said "Your phone is to be turned off until further notice!" i respond with a prompt "Yes Daddy" I don't even wonder why I am just anxiously waiting to see what's next, & he continues to say ..."I want no interruptions you are on Lock Down" my eyes light up I smile the biggest smile I ever have before & I look him in his beautiful captivating eyes & shake my head "Yes", "yes", "Yes". Besides since our little four day "in house retreat" things are back to normal.....meaning that the days belong to the babies but the nights.......oh the nights, they are all mine & Daddy's. That's "our time" & when Daddy Demands lock down that means that he is missing his baby & dammit he will have her to himself. no work, no phone calls, no matter what. That being said...Daddy says "it's time to push some more limits & do a little experimentation" I have barely just come down from "SPACE" enough to finish this post. Daddy has really been taking full advantage of my current "Lock Down" status & of course I am loving it to death. But believe me when I say that I am learning a whole new meaning to that old phrase..."No Pain No Gain" The holidays are quickly approaching & I have not been "cleared for a complete landing yet" but Daddy has allowed me to post to let all of our dear friends & faithful readers that have cared enough to enquire where I had gone know that I am safe sane & consensually secure in the more than capable hands cuffs, & restraints of my loving Master/Daddy. (**smiles**) & I will be on "Lock Down" until after the holidays. but when I return I Will fill you in on some of the juicy, sexy, spacey, nasty, sensual, growth encouraging details. So until then, Happy holidays to you all!!
The One And Only,
Slave Neaya

Letting Loose.......

Well, it's been a while so i figured that i would fill you in. Daddy & I are still recovering from our little party we had. It lasted four days. It ended sometime around the morning of the 5th. With the babies at their aunt's & this being the first alone time we had for a while we said screw it & let loose. we had a ball! a lil drinking & music, movies, animalistic love making, the works!! so now that things are back to normal (or what we call normal) it's back to business. but i must admit it felt good to let my hair down and fly free. Daddy gave me a little extra slack on my chain so i could be as free as he wanted me to be. with no worries of going to far or overstepping my bounds. he said i deserved it! and boy did i get it! Daddy took great pleasure in watching me have fun & just let go! & He had himself a ball as well which made it all worth while. at the same time it was a learning experience, with the freedom of the whole house Daddy took advantage and really pushed my limits, & DAMMMM i loved it! so with that said i will end this now cause my only desire a this moment is to be wrapped up in Daddy's loving arms. we are both still a little ran down so when i get more energy i'll fill you in again. so until then nite-nite!

The One & Only,
Slave Neaya